Once a Doxy

Prologue

"So, hanggang kailan ka magiging ganyan." Sab while chewing her bubble gum.

We are currently in a coffee shop and I waited for her to come as I invited to accompany me pero sermon agad ang bungad niya sa akin. Nasa tapat ko siya na masama ang tingin sa akin habang ako naman ay nakatutok sa aking laptop, typing my what to dos for today. She poked my right hand, holding my wireless mouse, but I didnt bother to look at her. She gently slapped it when she noticed that I wont at her direction. I laughed and set my laptop to sleep mode.

I smiled at her, "I was born to be like this. Being me." I hold her left hand but she just pinched my hand and rolled her eyes.

Hinawakan nang dalawa kong kamay ang magkabilang sides ng laptop at umaktong ihahampas sa kanya.The actions is very childish. Still wondering how we become friends despite our opposites.

"No one is a saint and for the love of god, what you had done in the past in forgiveable."

"Its against the ten commandments tho and very very inhumane."

She raised her left brows, "Its not even a crime! Forgave yourself, Miss. Even his wife already forgiven you but you..."

She massaged her temples in frustration. I sighed.

"Even everyone forgives and forgets, then I am not. Whatever wrongdoings I've done remains wrong and unforgiven. I have no intention to just forget it and live my life. Those are part of me, my growth, and my success as an individual," Mabilis kong inayos ang mga gamit ko sa bag at marahang inusog ang upuan para makabwelong tumayo.

I already paid our orders. I can see the dismay in her face. I remained smile and keep assuring her that I am fine, living my life and nothing is to be worried about. I raised myself to become like this.

"Lets go and see you next life."

She stood up. "I really dont know you."

"I really dont know myself either."