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If you place yourself somewhat close to raw emotions,
where you exposed to
violence and death,
instincts and desires,you can brush against man's true nature. I thought thay way I could find a reason to live somehow.
Dazai Osamu
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#ᵢₙcₗᵤdₑ <ₐₗgₒᵣᵢₜₕₘ>
#ᵢₙcₗᵤdₑ <ᵢₒₛₜᵣₑₐₘ>
#ᵢₙcₗᵤdₑ <ᵢₜₑᵣₐₜₒᵣ>
#ᵢₙcₗᵤdₑ <ₙᵤₘₑᵣᵢc>
#ᵢₙcₗᵤdₑ <ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ>
ᵢₙₜ ₘₐᵢₙ₍₎
{
ₛₜd::ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ<ᵢₙₜ> fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ₍₁₀₎;
ₛₜd::ᵢₒₜₐ₍fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎, fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₑₙd₍₎, ₀₎;
ₛₜd::ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ<ᵢₙₜ> ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ;
ₛₜd::cₒₚy₍fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎, fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₑₙd₍₎,
ₛₜd::bₐcₖ_ᵢₙₛₑᵣₜₑᵣ₍ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ₎₎;
// ₒᵣ, ₐₗₜₑᵣₙₐₜᵢᵥₑₗy,
// ₛₜd::ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ<ᵢₙₜ> ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ₍fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₛᵢzₑ₍₎₎;
// ₛₜd::cₒₚy₍fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎, fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₑₙd₍₎, ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎₎;
// ₑᵢₜₕₑᵣ wₐy ᵢₛ ₑqᵤᵢᵥₐₗₑₙₜ ₜₒ
// ₛₜd::ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ<ᵢₙₜ> ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ ₌ fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ;
ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << "ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ cₒₙₜₐᵢₙₛ: ";
ₛₜd::cₒₚy₍ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎, ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₑₙd₍₎,
ₛₜd::ₒₛₜᵣₑₐₘ_ᵢₜₑᵣₐₜₒᵣ<ᵢₙₜ>₍ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ, " "₎₎;
ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << '\ₙ';
ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << "ₒdd ₙᵤₘbₑᵣₛ ᵢₙ ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ ₐᵣₑ: ";
ₛₜd::cₒₚy_ᵢf₍ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎, ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₑₙd₍₎,
ₛₜd::ₒₛₜᵣₑₐₘ_ᵢₜₑᵣₐₜₒᵣ<ᵢₙₜ>₍ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ, " "₎,
[]₍ᵢₙₜ ₓ₎ { ᵣₑₜᵤᵣₙ ₓ % ₂ !₌ ₀; }₎;
ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << '\ₙ';
ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << "ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ cₒₙₜₐᵢₙₛ ₜₕₑₛₑ ₘᵤₗₜᵢₚₗₑₛ ₒf ₃: ";
ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.cₗₑₐᵣ₍₎;
ₛₜd::cₒₚy_ᵢf₍fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎, fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₑₙd₍₎,
ₛₜd::bₐcₖ_ᵢₙₛₑᵣₜₑᵣ₍ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ₎,
[]₍ᵢₙₜ ₓ₎ { ᵣₑₜᵤᵣₙ ₓ % ₃ ₌₌ ₀; }₎;
fₒᵣ ₍cₒₙₛₜ ᵢₙₜ ₓ : ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ₎
ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << ₓ << ' ';
ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << '\ₙ';
}
{#cᵣₑₐₜₑ'Where am I?
Who am I ?
Everything is going to be all right
Huh?
You need to live, your mind is in ruins
Live? What that's mean?
But why?
You have to
But; I am not afraid to die.
Why can't I go to sleep? Why are you talking to me? Who Am I?You can't die, you're not human.
You must fear the death like human. You must want something like a human.
That's what nonhuman is, the opposite.
Of what?
Of something
Now, It is you time to wake up
No, wait!
Why do I have to?
Why I can't just stop?
Why do you force me? I'm scared.
They said I don't know how to act like one of them. I'm scared.Because this is how it was created
I don't understand
And you won't,
unless you will become humanYou just said-
You need to live.
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