Always smiles but never means it (~Alastor angst~)

After Extermination day

                            Alastors POV:

I was sitting in my radio tower in pain from stupid Adam hitting me with an angelic weapon and giving me a big gash on my lower stomach.

As I was sitting there I heard singing from everyone...they looked like they were having fun without me. I got up and covered my wound and teleported with the group of people "and were doing it with a smile!" I say plastering a fake smile as then I get hugged and try not to wince in pain from the sudden touch.

We were done building the hotel and I told everyone I was going to bed early and went up to my room. Once I got up to my room I take my coat off and look at my blood stained shirt and realize I have to take my shirt off so I do.

Lucifer's pov:

I look at alastor go upstairs and roll my eyes and shake my head. I then hear my daughter, Charlie call for me
Charlie: "Dad, can you do me a favor"
Lucifer: "sure sweetie what do you need?"
Charlie: "well I was wondering if you could check on alastor because when I hugged him I saw him wince like he was hurt and I just need to know if he's ok, so can you do it?!"
Lucifer: I sigh and look at my daughter "sure but only for you" I say with a smile then head upstairs to alastors room

Once I get to his room I knock on the door
Lucifer: "uhhh hey alastor I came to check on you since Charlie wanted me t-" I stop dead in my sentence as I see alastor with his shirt off and see a big gash on his lower stomach
Lucifer: I look at alastor and turn a bit red on my cheeks "u-uh oh my god your hurt come here" I say with a hint of worry in my tone

Alastors pov:

I hear a knock on my door and try to hide my wound with my shirt but it was too late. Lucifer was talking but I didn't hear a word he said as I kept thinking that I was screwed since Lucifer saw my wound and now must think I'm weak! I then see Lucifer coming close to me and I speak
Alastor: "I'm fine Lucifer it's just a scratch now leave" I say trying to act 'fine' but my ears were all the way back since I was hurt and I guess Lucifer knew it wasn't just a 'scratch' so he kept on coming closer
Lucifer: "your not fine Alastor this is bad"
He says and I try and to walk past him but he grabs my shoulder
Alastor: "Don't. Fucking. Touch. Me" I say as my eyes start to turn into radio dials but then I feel something on my gash and I hiss in pain
Alastor: "stop what are you doing!?" I say then look at Lucifer and back at my wound to see that it was now some what better
Alastor: "y-you healed me..?"

A/N

I know this fucking sucks but it's my first story so...😭

Yeah.....

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