Love In The Lights (Justin Bieber Story)

Chapter 151

YOUR POINT OF VIEW

LAUNCH PARTTTYYYYYY!

Yes that's right, today it the tenth of December, the day that Justin's new album is being launches, oh and I must say, it is incredible. Makes me so proud to see how far Justin has come!

This day has come around so fast, I'm excited for Justin... For me? No, not so much! Because today is the day that we're telling the world I'm pregnant. Big day for me, and Justin. Justin has double the pressure right now, I could only imagine what stress he is feeling right now.

Scared would be an understatement right now, I'm shitting it -to but it politely- knowing that I'm going to be judged and people are going to be questioning me.

But I have to admit, I'm glad Justin has already told Scooter about the baby because he was the one person I was worried about, I know he always gives Justin such a hard time and Justin really values his opinion. Surprisingly Justin told me that Scooter was happy for us and hold the mini Bieber, I was completely taken away by the reaction Justin told me, but I was over the moon none the less.

I'm surprised people haven't noticed that I'm pregnant, I mean I have a complete visible bump, and fairly big at that. I guess people don't see it because I just cover it up with big baggy tops and over sized jumpers and dresses.

Rumors have been running around about me being pregnant, angles of some pictures show my baby bump and there are several pictures of Justin resting his hands on my stomach, but as always, none of us denied or said those rumors were true.

People say they love being pregnant, they feel so beautiful and so gracious and they feel as if they are glowing. But once again I seem to be the odd one out, I'm like a fat whale out of water. I look ugly and fat, none of my clothes fit me anymore and it just sucks.

Regardless of whatever I say in front of Justin he stands his ground and claims that I look 'the most beautiful I ever have and I'm perfect' I the words of his beautiful self.

That's another thing, I can't seem to keep my hands off Justin at the moment, I mean I'm only five months pregnant but right now my hormones are going crazy, I just constantly want sex. That's what is running through my mind practically every second of every day, sex, sex, sex. But I have to say... Justin doesn't mind.

I do feel sorry for Justin though, having to deal with my mood swings, one moment I'm acting all lovey dovey and wanting to cuddle with him but then suddenly, I can't stand to be near anyone and I push him away and go upstairs.

He has been nothing but an angle throughout my pregnancy so far. Justin never complains or anything, he does exactly what I want him and doesn't say a word. Oh how I love him.

I haven't really worked much recently and if I have its been interviews for a magazine with no body shots or anything.

And most of the photo shoots I have been doing are just face shots so my little baby is still a secret... For now.

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It was currently three in the afternoon and the launch party didn't start until eight so I had plenty of time to get ready.

Truth be told, I wasn't really in the mood for that right now... I'm just in one of those moods were I want to sleep and do nothing else, but today is not the day, I need to get up and move.

I hadn't done anything during the say whilst Justin had been non-stop running in and out of the house picking up our outfits, constantly on the phone making sure everything was in order for tonight.

I offered my help to him, but Justin being Justin told me a stern no because I was five months pregnant and he didn't want me to over work myself or hurt myself.

That's another thing Justin has been babying me an awful lot and sometimes I just snap at him and tell him I'm not a baby and can take care of myself but I do have a heart immediately feel bad and apologize because he only means good.

Hearing the front door shut for the fifth time this morning I could hear Justin mumbling curse words under his breathe as I could only imagine him running a shaky hand through his hair.

I hadn't seen him all day, he was up by the time I woke up so I quickly sprung up from the couch and walked as fast as I could into the hall where I saw Justin standing.

'Justin!' I squeaked as I ran over to him 'hey baby' he replied, a sincere smile appearing on his face as he licked his lips and held my hips in his hands. Lowering down Justin kissed my lips softly as he then crouched down and lifted up my top kissing my baby bump.

'How are you two feeling then?' Justin asked as he pushed me backwards so I was walking back into the living room.

Sitting down on the couch, Justin pulled me down on his lap, resting one hand on the small of my back and the second on my stomach 'we are both good, what about you?' I giggled looking up at him 'I'm all good' Justin sang lazily as he pressed his lips to mine once again.

'You can tell me, you know, if you're stressed, I want to help you' I shrugged lightly, he sighed before pressing his forehead to the top of my head, kissing it 'I am stressed, but I just don't want you to get stressed, so don't you worry about it?' He murmured softly into my ear.

'Look at me' I said softly as I grasped his face in my hands 'everything will be perfect okay, don't stress' I smiled softly running my fingers through the back of his hair soothingly 'you're right' he muttered 'when aren't I?' I smirked 'yeah yeah, just be quiet you' he mumbled laying down and pulling me down with him, nuzzling his head into the crook of my neck.

'We still telling everyone?' I asked referring to our baby 'yeah, I think so' he nodded sounding uneasy 'you sure? I mean, you seem a bit... Don't know... Unsure?' I asked leaning my head to look at him 'no, I want to, I just hope I don't get killed' he mumbled, I had a feeling he was hiding something, but either way I decided to just ignore it, not push the subject, if he wants to tell me, he'll tell me.

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'YN, come on we really have to go! Scooter is going to bust my ass if we're late!' Justin screeched 'I'm coming!' I yelled back as I stomped down the stairs.

I saw Justin check out my outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_20/set?id=65635128 as he licked his lips once more as I reached the bottom step 'wow, you look beautiful and I love how this dress shows off your bump a little' Justin chuckled as he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my cheek 'thank you, you look extremely handsome as well' I flirted, biting my lip 'oh really?' Justin raised an eyebrow 'but we better go... Don't want to be late' I teased as i locked mine and Justin's fingers together as I dragged him out of the door.

Climbing into the limo that Scooter insisted we arrived in. Justin allowed me to slid in first as he climbed in and sat beside me, our thighs touching.

'Are you excited?' I asked Justin as I rested my hand on his thigh comfortingly 'yeah' he nodded 'I just hope everyone likes the new music' he sighed 'trust me they will, its amazing, if people still dis-like your music after this then they are clearly deaf' I giggled as I leaned up and kissed his jaw three times, feeling Justin shudder under my touch.

'Are you sure you should be wearing those?' Justin chuckled pointing to my shoes 'why should I not be?' I asked 'they're just high and I don't want you to fall over and hurt yourself' he mumbled 'I won't' I shook my head 'so stop worrying!' I exclaimed.

As soon as arrived, the driver opened the door for us as Justin climbed out first, then sticking his hand into the car waiting to help me out.

Taking my hand in his I slid out of the car as Justin rested his hand on the small of my back and guided me onto the carpet.

Yes Justin was having a red carpet event- only a small one- with friends and family and few celebrities. There were photographers there but only a few who would be asking about the album for program's like E news.

But either way, let's go!