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You grabbed the two drinks you had just bought, it's been a week since the day at the beach and today, nagi had a soccer tournament. Your tournament seasoned ended some time ago so now it was just practices
They added a new type of juice, cranberry juice- he wanted to try it but you didn't so you just got your daily apple juice
"Hey" someone called out, the voice was familiar but you couldn't recognize who it was exactly You stood up properly, holding the two juices in one hand "i heard you're dating nagi" You didn't look at the person, you were to busy texting on your phone
"Yeah, so what? Don't tell me you're one of his fanboys" you sighed and placed your phone back into your bag that hung off of one shoulder. You looked to see who it was and your heart dropped "Yamato.." you muttered under your breath
"How is he treating you? Does he make you laugh?" He asked, knowing that he used to always make you laugh
"He doesn't make me cry." Yamato's smile faded but he quickly brushed off your response
He whistled "you really did have a glow up, Is it the boyfriend blessing?" He had his hands in his pockets, and you weren't gonna lie, he did grow a few inches. He was just two or three inches shorter than you now "But I'll respect your relationship, after all I did- it's the least I can do" you pursed your lips "What do you want? What's gotten you crawling back to me?" You asked as you started walking to the soccer field
Yamato trailed behind you as he talked "nothing, I just want to apologize.. I took a few weeks off of school to think about it, especially when your boyfriend rearranged my brain" he joked, he was basically saying that nagi had beat the shit out of him
"Yamato you should really stop following me, if he see's you he might rip of that edgie haircut of yours" he chuckled "can he really not handle his jealousy-" "I'm not talking about nagi.."
You looked at your phone screen and unlocked it
Me:(11:04am) 'he's following me around like a dog, I'm uncomfortable' Twin:(11:05am) 'if he wants to be a dog, I'll make him my bitch' Me:(11:05am) 'I'm so glad you transferred here, shidou 😓'
You put your phone away and walked faster to try and get to shido quicker- you didn't want to be around this guy anymore... he gave you bad vibes even when he said he was there to apologize
"So... y/n..I'm sorry" "for?" "Everything, especially for touching you without your consent. And doing... you know, when you were sleeping"
"Doing what? Say it a little clearer for me" you slowed down a little as your heartbeat slowly went back to normal "listen- I'm not gonna say it because I don't want to trigger anything.. I know sometimes these kind of things can trigger a bitch and.."
"A what?" A vein popped on your neck and you suddenly stopped walking, making Yamato knock his head on your rock hard back, you looked over your shoulder and glared at him "There's no way you're calling me a bitch when you're here, crawling back to me acting like you're all sorry"
You were wearing the school uniform without the blazer- so basically just a white button up and a pencil skirt, except the sleeves of the shirt were rolled up to your elbow. Yamato saw your forearms flex as you balled your hands into fists
"Y/n?" Someone called out and Yamato's eyes widened, every muscle in his body was telling him to turn around and to run but... You look at your side and saw your oh so dear redhead cousin "sae" your gaze softened "Who's that?" He asked as he moved to beside you, practically glaring Yamato down
You pressed your lips into a thin line, shido was gonna take care of him, you didn't want sae to get involved because if he did- Yamato's mother would probably wake up the next morning on the streets
Sae was drinking cold water, it looked like he just finished playing soccer "Did you play with them?" You asked and he nodded "they all suck, your boyfriend has a better ball control than me tho"
You felt a hand on your head and you caught a glimpse of blonde hair "Sae" shidou's voice was deeper than it usually was, that made sae actually turn his head towards his fan "What?" "This guy-" shido slammed his foot down on Yamato's head
"COULDNT keep his dick in his pants and he used it on y/n without consent, and continued even after she fainted" Yamato's eyes widened and he intertwined his fingers in a begging motion
"Please don't hurt me- I'm here to apologize- I swear after this I would've never talked to her again!" You pressed your lips into a thin line and turned on your heel, ready to escape
"Is that right, y/n?" Sae gently caught your wrist before you ran away and he lifted it- twirling you like a gentleman would You were now facing Yamato, again. You nodded "yeah.. it was some time ago tho, I've gotten over it- I just didn't want him to follow me anymore..." you trailed off
"Seishiro already rocked his shit, I don't know if you guys should do it again.."
Sae kicked shidou's foot off of Yamato's head "lift his head, ryusei" the blonde nods before grabbed Yamato's hair "listen- Itoshi-sama I'm sorry! I won't do it again just please let me go" "I won't do much" sae reassured "but I'm letting ryusei do whatever he wants, and I'm letting you know he's a rabid dog"
"Stick out your tongue" sae ordered and Yamato did as he asked after some hesitation "Start cleaning y/ns shoes, no spitting, you can't use anything but your tongue" Yamato's eyes widened and yours did too
You were a little hesitant, Yamato already got what he deserve this was just too much now- "Sae I need to go watch the match..." you sweatdropped but shido threw an arm around your shoulders "Stay here for two minutes at least and you can go watch your little boyfriend play" he gave you a big toothy grin and you pressed your lips into a thin line
"Every time you swallow make sure to apologize" sae kept his hands in his pockets as he ordered yamato around
You never realized just how scary sae could be without even trying, he was always an angel to you- seeing him like this made you nervous even though he was doing it for you
Shido crouched down and pointed at a spot yamato missed "You forgot here, there's a little piece of grass too. Good for weight loss, this might end up helping you after all" you laughed a little at shido bullying yamato
Once yamato finished, shidou grabbed his collar and started dragging him somewhere Sae reached a hand out to your forehead and lifted the hairs covering it
He pressed his lips against your forehead and hugged you "Call me for anything, no matter what I'm doing or where I am I'll be there as soon as I can. Take care of yourself, princess" you nodded "okay" before wrapping your arms around him
Sae really did act like the older sibling figure you've always needed in your life, as long as he was here you always knew you had someone to go to. Even if you were in the deepest shit, sae would do anything for you and that brought you a sense of comfort that you couldn't explain
