The Furthest is Beside You (intersex)

136. The truth of the matter (revised version)

136 The truth of the matter (revised version)

Li Yan didn't know when he held the child's hand that was stretched out outside. He just felt that it was cold there, so he started to hold it to warm him up, from the palm to the arm, and then he didn't know how he started to touch the belly along the quilt. Although he touched through the quilt, Lin Wenxi still felt strange.

"Master..."

"Xiao Xi, can I touch inside?" The man's question made Lin Wenxi blush, but she still nodded.

Li Yan lifted the quilt. Lin Wenxi's belly was not particularly obvious, and it was even more difficult to see in the loose hospital gown. Li Yan slowly put his hand on it, and he could still feel that it was obviously bulging there. Li Yan put his hand on it and slowly rubbed it.

Li Yan's palm was very warm. Lin Wenxi felt that not only her belly was warm, but also her heart was warm. It seemed that a warm breeze swept over the places touched by the man, which was very comfortable.

"Hmm...ah..." The child bit his lips embarrassedly after hearing such a shameful sound, leaning softly in his arms, his face flushed. The man couldn't help but smack his lips at his sensitivity, being touched like this could trigger the sensitive area. However, the reason why the child behaved like this was also trained by him, and he really didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

　　"Will you still feel uncomfortable? Were you angry just now?"

　　Lin Wenxi shook her head, "It's okay, I didn't feel uncomfortable just now, and I shouldn't have had a miscarriage."

　　"I won't be angry with you again in the future." The man kissed him gently.

　　"Master, can you... stop treating me like a child in the future..." Obviously, you are about to have a baby, and if you still treat yourself like a child, it's a bit...

　　Li Yan looked at the cute boy and thought to himself, if you are not a child, then what are you, and he is his nephew, "What's wrong with that, let the master spoil you in the future."

　　"But...I'm already..." Lin Wenxi said and looked at her belly, and Li Yan immediately understood.

"Haha, yes, Xiaoxi is going to be a father."

After Li Yan finished speaking, the boy blushed. The word "dad"... so far away but so close.

"Call me dad... then... what about you..."

"Haha, if you don't mind, you can let the baby call you mom."

Lin Wenxi glared at him. But he felt guilty, because he had thought so before... men are so proud, the children must call him dad, then he...

"Silly boy, I won't let them call you mom." Li Yan knew that the child also had self-esteem. After all, he always wanted to be a boy. For him, he had sacrificed enough. "In fact, it doesn't matter if there are two dads. He can also call daddy or daddy. Whatever he likes."

"Yeah." Lin Wenxi hugged the man with emotion.

In fact, Li Yan found that the child's eyebrows and eyes were quite similar to his brother's. His brother's eyes were a little bigger than his own, and his eyeballs were black like two glass beads, and the child's were the same. But Li Yan's were dark brown. Li Yan had no impression of that woman. He just remembered that she had a pretty face and a petite figure. At that time, he had seen her because he had a good relationship with his brother. However, it was only once, so Li Yan had a completely vague impression of that woman's face.

　　But at that time, he didn't expect that his brother's girlfriend would be his teacher. In fact, teacher-student love is not a big deal now, but 18 years ago, in that closed era, it was really a sin. Later, some bastard spread a group of photos of his brother and that woman going to the hospital for a pregnancy check-up. Not only was the scandal of their teacher-student love exposed, but it even included such explosive news as a pregnancy before marriage.

　　The woman was soon expelled from the school. Li Zongsheng directly opposed their relationship because he felt that he had lost face and was not a good match for the Lin family. Only then did his brother elope with that woman.

　　But at that time, his brother had just taken over Yuhuang, and Li Yan was still young. Li Qin's departure made Yuhuang leaderless in an instant. So Li Zongsheng used all means to threaten the safety of the woman's family to get Li Qin back, but the woman disappeared.

Li Yan didn't hate his brother at first, but when his brother took the woman away and left him alone, he was desperate. Fortunately, his brother came back, but his brother was always confused in the days that followed, as if he had really lost everything after leaving the woman. He was almost like a walking corpse every day, and was no longer the brother he liked before.

Li Yan knew that the woman was still alive, but his brother couldn't go to see her because it was a condition that he had to meet his father. At the age of 14, he didn't understand whether the love between men and women was so important? It was also at that time that he began to feel repulsive to all women, and even felt that love was such a terrible thing.

My brother spent more than ten years in a daze. The situation of Emperor Yu in his hands was neither good nor bad. Until one day 12 years later, my brother suddenly told him that he was going to see that woman. He had to see that woman at least once. At that time, Li Yan didn't know what happened. He only knew that it rained heavily that day, and my brother drove out, and then... he had a car accident...

So at that time, Li Yan blamed all the sins on that woman. If it weren't for her, my brother wouldn't have become like this, and if it weren't for her, my brother wouldn't have lost his life... But after so many years, he suddenly wanted to thank that woman, and of course my brother. He knew that Lin Wenxi should be the child born by my brother and that woman. In fact, sometimes he felt that all that happened later might be my brother's compensation for himself, but in any case, he got his most precious thing.

Thinking of this, Li Yan couldn't help but kiss the child emotionally. He couldn't lose him again. If he lost this child again, he would really have nothing.

I don't know why the master suddenly kissed him so hard, and this kiss felt different from usual... Sometimes he was so cautious as if he was afraid that he would break himself into pieces, and sometimes he was so fierce as if he wanted to tear himself into his stomach, making Lin Wenxi unable to breathe and could only let him toss and turn, her heart beating violently.

　　"Master..."

　　"Xiaoxi. I'm sorry."

　　I don't know why he apologized again, the child tilted his face and didn't understand being kissed again.

　　"Have you and your... mother... had a hard time these years?" In fact, you can figure it out with your toes. When I met him, he still owed so many high-interest loans, and he fainted because of hunger. The place he lived in was also dilapidated. At that time, I never thought that the woman would live in that kind of place. I thought my brother would at least settle them well, so I didn't find out their whereabouts. Because the search areas are almost all in big cities and abroad.

I didn't expect Li Yan to mention his past, life and mother. His whole body was obviously stiff. He thought that the man had long forgotten his mother. Then Lin Wenxi shook her head at the man. In fact, those things were in the past. He had long been accustomed to such a life. Although he wanted to ask the man what his relationship with his mother was, he swallowed it in the end. It seemed that he never had the courage to touch this taboo.

　　"Master, do you like children?"

Author's words:

[Because of network problems, the previous version was not revised. This is revised.] I saw many authors say that they would update more when the votes reached a certain amount. Although I thought so, I also remembered that I usually update more on weekends without fail (actually, I have already given benefits to my dear friends O(∩_∩)O～)

If I still have to count by votes, I guess I will have to update more. Haha, or give benefits once when there are 1,000 votes? Haha, July 24th seems to be exactly the half-year mark of my column opening. Wow, I've been doing this for so long...

It's not long, but it's been quite a while for me. It's not easy to stick with it all the way (haha, I'm so narcissistic = =)

I'll be thinking of giving you some benefits that day. Thank you for your support along the way. I hope there will be more half a year or a year or something like that>