𝟭𝟮. "𝗜 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂" {𝗠𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝘀𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗹}

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Maddie and Riley stood jogging through the park. Riley groaned as she looked to Maddie "Oh you're stupid. Oh God. You're stupid, evil, sadist and I wanna kill you" Riley said as Maddie looked to her

"Endorphins are good. Endorphins are mood elevators. This is supposed to make us feel better" Maddie said. She knew that she wasn't having any sex and how she was using jogging as a new physical activity

"Oh god. Do you feel better?" Riley as she stopped jogging to catch her breath, while Maddie jogs around her in circles

"I'm stupid" Maddie said

"Slutty mistress" Riley said

"Marks whore" Maddie said

"Sleeping with unavailable man was a great idea" Riley said as Maddie stops to catch her breath too

"You know what's ruined for me?" Maddie asked as Riley groaned in pain

"Ferry boats. I used to love ferry boats and Derek's got a thing for ferry boats. Now every time I see a frigging ferry boat..." Maddie said As Riley cut her off

"Do you think we'll feel better if we cry? You know like just let it out?" Riley asked as Maddie shrugged

"Probably. Yeah" Maddie said

"Do you wanna cry now" Riley asked

"No. I'm doing crying" Maddie said

"Okay, lets, lets jog" Riley said as she pulled maddie up who groaned

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Maddie got to the hospital as she stood with Alex and smiled "how's things with shepherd? Has he been off your back?" Alex asked

"For now but I know he isn't going to drop it and I know part of me doesn't want him too. I don't know what I want to be honest" Maddie said

Alex looked to her and smiled as he placed a hand on her arm and smiled. The last week alex and Maddie had began to form a friendship and he was the only one who didn't judge her over her and Derek

"You know your not as  as as everyone makes out" Maddie said as Alex smiled

"Maybe you can let me look at your mothers surgical tapes you were talking about" he said as she smiled

"Maybe" Maddie said as they walked through the hallway With the rest of the interns

"Do you have a thing for Alex? I mean shepherds married so your going after Alex?" Izzie asked as Maddie looked to her and frowned

"What's it to you?" Maddie asked as Riley walked up to where they were and frowned

"What's the better Isobel. Jealous?" Riley asked as they glared at each other as Maddie walked off towards bailey. She froze as she last Derek in the hallway and looked to him

Riley looked to them and rolled her eyes "come on Juliet. Leave Romeo to cut into brains and get back to his wife aka our mother" Riley said. She was still angry at Derek

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Maddie stood in the room with the neuro case as she presented "Kelly Roche. She's 23 years old. In for a scheduled ETS for treatment of her erythrophobia hyperpyrexia" Maddie said

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