Broken Pieces [CURRENTLY ON HOLD]

Chapter One; The Memories

So...yeah. I guess I just started this cuz I was bored and my uncle kept getting us lost on the way to the beach-.- haha, ANYWAYS, sorry if I don't update or if I just stop writing this or I have slow updates or this is crap. I've actually had this idea for a while now(: there might be a bit of other people in here such as danisnotonfire, amazingphil, other youtubers, IM5, emblem three,idk. So...enjoy!

Btw, dedicated to beautifulnightmare2 because I FREAKIN love her!(:

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*Emerald's POV I guess...*

*flashback/dream thing*

It was a bright sunny day outside, and me and dad were in Australia. Things had been weird the past few days. He seemed sad, anxious even. I asked him what was wrong, but he never answered me.

Suddenly, the sky turned cloudy and my brow furrowed in confusion. I didn't know where we were going, all I knew is that we were in the middle of nowhere. Then, a large pale blue mansion came into view. The car stopped, and James hopped out of the car. He opened my door, and I tentatively got out. However, dad didn't move an inch. 

James gave me one of his warm, comforting hugs while whispering in my ear, "I'm gonna miss you Em. I'm so sorry."

His voice cracked, and I finally met his face. His kind smile was nowhere to be found and there were tears in his eyes.

"Why are you sad James?" I asked, confused and sad because James was sad. He gently pushed me towards the door, sniffling. I curiously walked to the large modern home and turned to ask what was happening.

Dad was still in the car and tears were streaming down James' face.

"Daddy?" I asked sadly, but I didn't get an answer. The last thing I vaguely remembered was a kind motherly woman and a sad man usher me into the house, kicking and screaming.

*flashback/dream thing over*

I sat up in my bed, gasping. There were a few droplets of water slowly making their way down my face and I wiped them off roughly. The stupid dream again. One of the few that I ever had actually. My mind wandered over to the dream I had a few nights ago.

*other flashback/dream thing*

There was a small pale boy with raven black hair. He had golden brown eyes and a mysterious smile.

*imma stop with these cuz they seem kinda obnoxious and annoying -.-*

Furrowing my eyebrows in puzzlement, I quickly shook off the random yet pleasant dream for my mind for now. Checking the clock, I realized it was 4 AM. And it was Monday. -.- fml.

Rubbing my eyes, I shuffled to the bathroom and played a random song from my iPod before looking in the mirror. I saw a sad, tired girl with messy wavy brown hair and dark green eyes. I sighed, all their words echoing in my mind.

Freak. Loser. Weirdo. Loner. Nerd. Geek. Attention whore. Slut. Bitch. Cutter.

No matter how much they hurt, I knew they were true. I was just another emo ugly fat loner nerdy freak. I grabbed my sharpie and started writing all the things people have said to me on the mirror to keep myself from doing anything stupid. I put the song on repeat, and started writing. 

I remember the good days. And then after that, the okay ones that I didn't even cherish. Now that Mary and Steven are gone, I'm all alone. Even while they were alive, I was selfish, stubborn and innocent, insisting that daddy would come back for me. But they were patient with me, never losing temper.

Only when they passed, I realized that they were right. He was never coming back for me. The only people who cared after my own father left me, gone. I didn't even realize that they were trying to help me for my own good.

Finally finishing, I stepped back and observed my work. It was nice, I guess. The slanted cursive writing I used almost made the harsh words look... well, pretty.

Glancing at the clock, I cursed. I was gonna be late. Crap. I rushed to grab some random clothes. I changed quickly, grabbed my stuff, and headed to the bus stop. I now used the bus stop, where no one would bother me. The school bus was a nightmare. But I knew it was just a warm up for what would happen at school.

Spacing out on the bus, I thought about the good times. When Mary took me to go shopping. Iwas nice. I never had a mom. He never told me what happened to her, but I don't think I ever asked. Never came up into conversation I guess. The older I grew up, the more distant he became. But I remember all the good times from long long ago.

Grimacing, I cursed my memory. I couldn't remember the little, stupid important things like school work and groceries, but I remembered all the useless, painful memories that burdened me.

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Well...yeah. Kinda a random place to end it, but I'm too lazy to finish. Update soon, or maybe not. Idk. I actually kinda wanted to post this tonight but I was too lazy. hope it wasn't too crap! It probably was tho :/ any ideas are much appreciated! And yes, if you were wondering, perrie, dani, and el will be in the story! But perrie won't be just a jelly bitchy gf. No, that's no fun! Guess you'll have to find out! 

PEACEKIES c: (yes, I'm a part of the fizzy family!:3)

Be a melon (that means you curly-boo!:3)

Potato out!c:

Oh! Another btw, sorry if the grammar and spelling is shit cuz the only edit I use is autocorrect XD