Ich Liebe Dich, Lena ~ pt 2

☆ Five ☆

(I wanna make this CRYSTAL CLEAR that I'm not forcing a sexuality on Lando and I just wanted to make Bi Lando happen in this story!! I'm not saying he is bi irl!!)

Daxie ran off the plane and stretched flat on the floor as me & Lando got off the plane. We got to our hotel and basically had a penthouse which was nice. Daxie immediately fell asleep on the couch which meant that we could have some alone time if you know what I mean. We got on the bed and I straddled Lando's lap. I was in an extremely horny mood and needed him immediately. I started grinding on his lap and pulled his shirt off within seconds and started to make hickeys on his chest. He pulled my shirt off to reveal the red lingerie I was wearing. I had this planned. It didn't take long for us to be completely naked and for my mouth to be on his cock. He was just as horny. He was moaning my name like crazy and sounded like a broken record. He fucked me so hard that I started seeing stars. I actually had a great idea. I had brought my dildo with me and I was gonna make him feel how I felt every time we fucked. I grabbed the strap on attachment and fucked him.

"Fuck... Lena... this feels so good" he moaned.

"I told you..." I said as I continued to push the dildo into his ass. He loved it. "this is gonna turn you gay at this rate" I said with a small laugh as I saw how much pleasure he was getting from being fucked in the ass with a dildo.

"Fuck... I don't care if it does. This feels too good to pass up" he said.

"You should care because if you're gay then you won't wanna be with me anymore" I said. Was he actually gay? He begged me to keep fucking him with the dildo for ages. He came 3 times. He was actually loving it... I rode him after that. He felt so good inside me...

"Is now a good time to say that I've not taken my birth control today" I said. I could see the smirk on Lando's face.

"You're gonna try and make me a daddy again?" he asked. I nodded. I hadn't been right since our miscarriage. I wanted to try again. He made sure to cum hard and we both ended up laying next to each other. Both of us wanted this but both of us knew it wouldn't happen but that wasn't the main topic. The main topic was the fact that Lando liked having a dildo in his ass. "are we gonna talk about the fact that you loved being fucked in the ass with a dildo?" I asked.

"Well, I mean... it did feel pretty damn good" he admitted. "But don't tell anyone, okay? My reputation would be ruined" he added.

"Lan, it won't ruin your reputation just because you liked it. All I'm saying is maybe you aren't fully straight... I found out I wasn't ages ago. I literally had sex with my old best friend who is a girl and I knew that I liked it. I liked both. Maybe that might be the case for you too" I said. It did help me find out I was bi as well as watching way too much lesbian porn but that's not important. I was a teenager, okay???

"You know, you might be onto something there. I mean, I've never been with a man, but there's definitely been some... curiosity. Maybe it's something I should explore" he said.

"I'm sure Carlos would be willing to fuck you. He's so fucking gay for you" I said.

"I'm sure he would" he said.

A couple hours later we went to cuddle on the couch. I fell straight asleep in his arms but woke up to him gone. He went to the toilet but his laptop was open on literally the last thing I thought he would be on... PornHub. He was watching gay fucking porn. I was not expecting that at all. He came back and saw me with his laptop on my lap and my eyebrow raised.

"I was not expecting this when you said you wanted to explore..." I said while looking at all the tabs "Jesus why is there so many vids here" I added.

"Look, I told you I wanted to explore my desires" he said, trying to explain. "I just... I wanted to see for myself" he said.

"Did you like it?" I asked

"I... I did. I can't deny that. It's just... new to me." He said. I could see his hard on. He definitely enjoyed it.

"do you think you're fully gay? or do you still feel attracted to me...?" I asked.

"I... I don't know. I can't say that I'm completely attracted to men" he said.

"But you still love me, right?" I asked.

"Yes, I still love you. More than anything. But... I'm not sure what that means for us" he said. He laid down next to me on the couch and my heart started breaking. Surely he still loved me...? Surely he wasn't fully gay...? So many thoughts were going around in my head.

"it's fine... if you don't know at the moment then you don't know... it's you finding your sexuality..." I said while turning around to face the cushions of the couch and not looking at him.

"I just... I want you to know that I still love you, no matter what. And if you need time to process all of this, I understand. But please, don't shut me out" he said. I couldn't help but just say "mhm" I covered my head with my hood and hid my face so he couldn't see my silent tears.

"it's just hard to hear that you don't know if you still find me attractive... We've been together for 8 months now... I get that you're figuring out your sexuality and I want you to be happy but I kinda want you to still be attracted to women in a way so you will still want to be with me..." I said while wiping my silent tears.

"I know it's hard to hear, believe me. But I promise you, my feelings for you haven't changed. You're still the most amazing woman I've ever known. And I want to be with you, no matter what" he said. "You're my best friend, my partner, and the love of my life. Your beauty goes beyond physical attraction; it's in your soul, your spirit, and the way you make me feel" he added.

"Just please don't leave me..." I said as I turned around and cuddled into him.

"I won't leave you, sweetheart. We'll face this together, okay? I'll explore my feelings and we'll grow stronger because of it. You're not just the woman I love; you're my partner in life" he said. I felt Daxie clamber up under the blanket and she poked her head up in between us and started licking my tears. She always made me smile.