girl of online

Chapter 1 :online?

THIS IS BASED ON A TRUE STORY OF MINE BUT SOME EVENTS MAY NOT BE TRUE!!!I CHANGED SOME EVENTS IN THE STORY INSTEAD OF THE ONES THAT HAPPEND BUT THIS IS JUST MORE LIKE A VENT STORY OF MINE
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Another day of school.. Hey mabye my friends well be kind to me this time! Or no i say that everytime. i give up...i entered school and sat in my class.

It's not like i will be happy in class. My class is mean to me after all too!
I just wish i could find someone that likes me and will actually care for me.

That's when an idea popped up in my mind DISCORD!i suddenly felt excitement to get home so i could try to find someone like me!when it was break time i headed to my friends as usual they were mean. They don't even bother to ask me if i am ok when i look sad...

I fell like everytime i see one of my friends there smile fades.. And there not kind to me im our groupchat ethir... They just have fights with me. If only they actually knew how i felt! But if i tell them i will just be the dramatic one.

It wasn't such a pleasent time for me as at home my dad always tells me "online friends can not be called friends!" but i don't listen to him if only he tried to feel how i felt everyday.

                    *I arrives home*
Once i arrived home i went to my phone and set up my account on discord my user name was zizi_<3
Even though my name was alice.but i wasn't gonna put my real name was i? No of course not. I joined a server amd said hi. Surprisingly alot of people said hi! And they welcomed me like they ment it alot!they looked happy

We started chatting and turns out they had the same problems as me and came here to escape reality! Some didn't have friends and some had friends that didn't treat them good. And here no one judged me for who i wanted to be alot of them had things in common with me! I felt so happy

Which i usually never felt while talking to people.i would smile whenever they would talk to me and we would make jokes and when i would leave they would say bye and miss me. Which made me feel wanted that i couldn't stop texting them. When i told my friends about them they just said "OHHH WE DON'T CARE IF YOU LIKE THEM SO MUCH THEN GO TEXT THEM!" then they pushed me and told me to leave. Which they didn't even care to see i was hurt

I wanted to cry but... I couldn't not in front of them they were the only people who actually talked to me ethir way so i couldn't leave them...
I felt unwanted in the real world i just wanted to escape reality. I was soft hearted amd needed someone who would care for me and listen to my problems... But i have finally found who would care for me.. People on discord.

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I made this story to share how i fell and see if other people have the same problems as me and like to escape from reality!

(dad if your reading this just to let you know i did to want to say this to you face to face so i decided to write it. Into a story to help you understand why i have discord.)

                            BYE
I HOPE YOU LIKED THE STORY! <3
JUST A REMINDER:drink water/eat well/take care of yourself and know that even if people don't care for you i will! Even if i don't know you❤️everyone should be happy!and i want to make people happy with my stories! No matter what know there is someone out there waiting for you who will never judge you