When German Girl, Lena Müller, and British Boy, Lando Norris fall in love and discover that life isn't always how you plan it to be. Sometimes things are harder. And sometimes things are completely unexpected.
TW List at the start of book!!!!
~ Tri...
Practice 1 & 2 finished and we went back to the hotel. We had to talk about him liking a sort of dick in his ass. I needed to know if he was gay.
"Okay... do you still like having sex with me...?" I asked. I needed to know if he still felt the same way about women. About me.
"Of course, Lena. You're my love. Always have been, always will be" he said as he wiped my tears. "But now, I understand myself better. I know what I like and what I don't. And I promise you, Lena, no matter what happens, you will always be my number one. You're the one I want to share my life with, my love" he said.
"So you still like girls...?" I asked.
"Yes, Lena. I still find women attractive. And yes, I would love to make love to you. You're the one who makes my heart race, my body ache. You're the one who makes me feel complete. You're my everything, Lena" he said.
"So you're not fully gay...?" I asked.
"I don't think so..." he said.
"maybe you're bisexual then... it depends on if you have a preference for men or women..." I said.
"I definitely have a preference for women. But I have had the odd thing for some guys but I just thought that was me being really close to them... but regardless of that, you will always be the one I love and desire" he said.
"you're probably bi then... I might be able to dig out some of the old quizzes I did to help me find out if I was bi or not. those quizzes might help you" I said. I remember at least 1 website that I used.
"Thank you, Lena. I appreciate your support and understanding. Let's take a look at those quizzes together and see if they can shed some light on my sexuality" he said.
"ok. I found a good one. it's a multiple choice quiz so you have options for the answers to the questions" I said.
"Great, Lena. Let's see what it says" he said.
"ok. First question: how do you feel when you see someone of the opposite sex? The options are: a) excited and drawn to them. b) indifferent. c) I appreciate them but don't been attracted. d) I feel attracted but curious about their personality" I said.
"A"
"okay. question 2: what type of romantic movies do you enjoy watching? the options are: a) straight relationships. b) same sex relationships. c) both. d) neither"
"C"
"question 3: have you ever had a crush on someone of the same sex? the options are: a) never. b) yes but only a few times. c) yes, a lot of times. d) not sure if it was a crush or not"
"B"
"question 4: when you dream about your future partner, what do you imagine? the options are: a) only imagine someone of the opposite sex. b) someone of the same sex. c) both sexes. d) don't dream about a future partner"
"C. But I will only spend my future with you"
"Aww. question 5: How do you feel about the idea of being intimate with someone of the same sex? the options are: a) not interested. b) curious but unsure. c) excited. d) neutral"
"C"
"question 6: If you had the opportunity to date someone of the same sex, would you? the options are: a) no. b) maybe. c) yes. d) unsure"
"C"
"question 7: how would you feel if someone assumed you were bisexual? a) offended. b) curious. c) neutral. d) happy"
"C"
"question 8: Have you ever been attracted to a fictional character of the same sex? a) no. b) yes but only once or twice. c) yes, several times. d) yes, quite often"
"B"
"question 9: How important is sexual attraction in your romantic relationships? a) very important. b) important. c) somewhat important. d) not important"
"B"
"last question: How important is it for you to label your sexual orientation? a) very important. b) somewhat important. c) not very important. d) not important at all"
"B"
I took a deep breath and put in the answers. I was actually scared in a way. I didn't know if I wanted him to be bi or not. But he would be happy and he would still love me. I pressed the arrow and there it was. Bisexual. Lando looked at the screen and smiled at me.
"I guess we're the bi couple now" he said as he kissed my cheek. Thank god he still loved me.
"just so you know... you don't need to come out to everyone yet if you aren't ready" I said as i held his hands.
"I know, love. But I've always been an open book to you and the fans. I don't see why I should close any pages now" he said. I knew he was strong but he was gonna have some hate. But I wasn't gonna let that hate get to him. I ran to my suitcase and grabbed my bi flag. I carried it everywhere as a good luck charm. I wrapped it around us and Lando took a picture and posted it. He was finally out to everyone.
(Pretend there's a pic of Lando & Lena wrapped in a bi flag. I couldn't find any pic of a couple wrapped in one) (ALSO LANDO BEING A HARRIE/STYLER NEEDED TO HAPPEN)
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