My Life

I can't breathe.

I can't breathe! I'm drowning & suffocating. The excruciating agonizing pain coursing through me right is breaking & shattering me. It hurts so much & I can't take it anymore. I can't stand it. I'm really strong & everything but I can't do this anymore. I can't. No one hears my soul screaming. No one can see me gasping for air within. No one can see me breaking & shattering. No can see how I'm falling. No one cares. It hurts so much. No one seems to understand just how bad & painful this excruciating agonizing pain is. I'm done with it all. I can't take this excruciating agonizing pain much more. There is only so much excruciating agonizing pain I can handle & endure. There is only so long I can hang in there before I just stop completely. I can only fight for so long before I can't anymore. I'm a worthless, useless, nothing loser who doesn't have a college degree, isn't working or successful & I don't have 20+ years of experience. I thought my light's uncle & father were going to bring him back to me but it seems that their not. *Fresh tears start falling heavily down my face.* I can't take this anymore u know? I can't. It hurts so damn much being apart from him.