I am waiting for him in this cafe for last 5 hours...it is raining outside and I feel very cold..but I don't care..because I trust him a lot...it is now 10 pm...this cafe will close now .. the manager here said to me.. “who are you waiting for..” I laughed..
Still I said in my mind.. "He will come..."
I don't know if he will come... I took my phone and looked at the call list... I saw that I made 50+ calls there...
I thought why am I wasting my time...
I felt my cheeks getting hot and soon my eyes filled up.. My vision started to blur.. I let out a long sigh and went back home...
"This is the third time."
Look how pathetic I am..
On my way I decided to visit his office... I felt something wrong but I turned my mind from all those thoughts and walked towards his cabin..
As I neared his cabin I heard a lot of werid noises and my heart started pounding... my legs became less strong and now my legs were changing like I was about to fall... I held them close to me as much as I could... The sight I saw through his glass door broke my heart into pieces. .. I covered my mouth with my hand..
"I saw him with his X Lisa in a very bad position"
What was all this for??
I ran from there... I ran as far as I could...
After reaching home I went to our shared bedroom . my legs did not allow me to go back to that house but some memories did not allow me to leave there....
I sat on the bed and put my hand on my stomach…
"I'm sorry baby... Mom can never hate you.."
I packed my clothes and went back to nowhere.
I hope he will sees the note which I left on the table
JUNGKOOK POV
I don't know what is happening to me lately... Lisa is driving me so crazy.. This is the second time I'm getting too close to her...
"I miss my baby...he is my everything"
I was thinking one by one, that thought was interrupted by Lisa's voice..
"come on jungkook let's try one more time..." lisa ran her hand down my neck.
"LISA stop it....don't walk in front of me again...go away....I'm firing you..." I yelled at her and turned to go home.
“jungkook… wait..” she yelled from behind me…
As I exited the cabin, jimin called me from behind
"Mr Jeon .. Wait" I turned around
"Mr Jeon I went to your cabin after seeing Mrs Jeon... She came back crying..."
This broke my heart...
"No no no......he didn't come here"
I said frantically
"but mr jeon"
""SHUT UP JIMIN he didn't come here.. he's not the one you saw" I yelled at him and went back home from there
My mind said something
I felt very scared
I will never forgive myself if anything happens to him…
When I got back home, I called him a lot
I went to the kitchen
"babyyyy.... bubbb where are you "I didn't see anyone there
"babyy..... cmon where are you..." I called him and went upstairs
"babyy....taehyung..."
It broke my heart to see his clothes in our closet empty
I sat there and cried
I screamed his name…
baby i'm sorry... kookie loves you a lot... don't leave me.... i broke my promises again... i'm sorry baby...
I sat there and sobbed painfully
After crying for hours I found a white paper lying on the bed and I picked it up..
TBC
