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"I love you" my voice cracked.It sounded weak and powerless which matched the way I felt as I watched Emma walk to Sophia's room with a blanket and pillow in her hands.
"That's not going to help now Harry." Emma scoffed.i didn't mean to offend her by thinking it would help,I just wanted to make sure she knew.
"I just wanted you to know that hasn't changed because I yelled at you." I spoke to her from across the hallway.
Still not facing me, she whispered something so quietly I couldn't understand what she said before she cracked the door and slipped into Sophia's room.
I stood in the doorway of my own room as I watched her close the door.
Anger started to replace the sadness as I walked back inside and slammed the door behind me.
Before I even realized what I was doing I slammed my fist into the wall creating the plaster to cave in.
"Shit!" I whispered after realizing what I did.
I frantically ran my hands through my tangled hair and bit on my lip.How the hell am I going to fix this?
Pacing back and forth from one side of the room to the other and tried to think of a way to hide the hole in the wall so Emma wouldn't discover it and hate me but I couldn't think of anything.
After giving up I walked over to the empty bed and collapsed onto it.
I still couldn't believe Emma would rather sleep in the same room as Sophia than with me. She must really hate me.
I got up from the bed to remove my clothes and go to sleep.
Once I was stripped down to only my boxers I walked over to the light switch and turned it off making the room completely black.
I slowly walked back over to the bed and climbed into the covers.Reaching out to where Emma was sleeping the night before and grabbed the extra blanket.pulling it up to my chest and pretending she was there.
I miss her tiny arms wrapped around me.Even though it only happened once,I miss it.She has that effect on me.
I want her.
here.
now.But she is still mad at me so I'm going to have to give in.
I'll be nice.I'll treat Sophia like a celebrity if I have to.If it will mean Emma will be here,in this bed,happy,with me tomorrow.
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I woke up to the sound of light knocking on the door and my voice being called quietly.
"who is it?" I murmured into my pillow.
My question was ignored as I heard the door creak and I watched Sophia and Emma step inside. Still lingering by the door sophia spoke first.
"Breakfast is ready downstairs." She suddenly spoke up.
"Oh." I say relieved.i honestly thought they were about to gang up on me for what I said last nigh. "I'll be down in a minute."
They both quietly exit the room and shut the door behind them,then I jump out of bed.
Walking over to the pile of my clothes I grab a black shirt and a pair of black skinny jeans for me to wear.While I put them on I try to think of what I'll say to Sophia.
I'll probably start out slow then work my way up.I'll say something sappy like "you look nice today" or something along those lines,then I'll be done.Emma won't hate me and maybe Sophia and I could be friends....maybe.
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FanfictionI don't know how much longer we can keep this up.I don't know how well get through it.I don't even have a solid plan.All I know is I need you with me...in this world with no control. ...