The walk of shame

i entered the doors of the building, exited for the party. i was a new exchange student from turkey, being at this party would help me gain attention. though, i didn't care about my popularity. all i wanted was blue tie, goodness, he was perfect.

the music was blasting in my ears as i walked toward his group, which i was welcomed into the crowd by tomato and wannabe. i chatted with them, though my gaze was set on something else.

i was dancing at the back of the crowd, trying to impress blue tie but he just didn't notice me. i wanted nothing more than to cry, but then i noticed white shirt guy.. putting his hand on blue ties shoulder. i was no longer upset, but furious. i pushed my way to the front of the crowd and danced my heart out, hoping to impress bluetie, and it did catch his attention

he looked me in the eye and motioned me to come forth toward him, but instead of the confession i expected, he slapped me across the face and flamed me for my 'fruity demeanour'.

i was brought to tears, the one i admired most was now embarrassing me infront of the pack while white shirt/ second in command laughed at me for even trying to get with blue tie, i was so embarrassed and scared and nauseous and i was feeling everything at once.

i stared bluetie in the eye before sprinting away, a true walk of shame. i was on the verge of bawling. i ran into the bathroom and .. tomato followed me.

he knocked on the cubicle i was sniffling in and gently voiced for me to come out. i complied and he told me how blue tie was actually homosexual, but was struggling with internalised homophobia and couldn't accept his feelings for me. i shook my head in disbelief but tomato showed me their texts and i couldn't believe it, my feelings were reciprocated. i texted blue tie from tomato's phone and asked him to meet-up at the beach in five, unknown to him, it was me, turkish quingle texting him. he agreed and we planned to meet in 40 minutes, i couldn't believe i finally had a chance to meet with him to talk about our feelings.