(if you don't feel comfortable about self harm and or cutting, i would say skip forward till u see the big long line and for people who do self harm/quit self harm, please don't take this as a sigh to self harm)
this really isn't that serious,
but uhhh-
i cut myself.
that's mostly it
uhhh, the past week has been- stressful i guess.? so today i kind of reached my breaking point and just cut myself.
i took a razor with me to the bathroom, cut myself and took a shower.
uhhh- i feel a bit better now, like something was just lifted off my chest.
(DON'T TAKE THIS AS A SIGN TO SH)i felt burnt out, I just wanted to stay inside my room, scrolling through youtube shorts and just decline when people asked to hangout, and i've been trying to push myself to draw one thing throughout the whole week with little to no progress
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so ye, nothing new. tomorrow, well technically today, because it's 3 AM. i'm going back to school, because the easter vacation is over.
rn i'm downing an energy drink and just finishing my homework.
ALSO
i drew a few pages yesterday (i still have no recollection of drawing them) and don't know what to fill them with.
if you got any ideas, please do tell because i'm stuck.
and also, I made this a while ago, but forgot to post soooo...
AND HAVE Y'ALL SEEN THE NEW YU-GI-OH X HELLO KITTY MCDONALD'S CROSS OVER⁉️‼️‼️⁉️‼️‼️⁉️⁉️it's so fucking cool
and i also posted a cool video on my goofy ahh channel:
(it has english subtitles if you're wondering)
sorry for the very short chapter (like only 300 words) and sorry that i haven't been really updating this book much, there's just not many interesting/different things happening. that's it
anyways,
HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT/DINNER‼️until next time.... (onn inanimate insanity invitational)
April 14th 2024
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(𝘾𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙀𝘿) random shitty thoughts at like 3 am/diary
RandomThis is a former canceled vent book, disclaimer: first 3 chapters are my angsty self thoughts. Original story description: things that I write at 3 am because I have no life