Ich Liebe Dich, Lena ~ pt 2

☆ Eight ☆

I was fucking broken after that. That was the 2nd baby we had lost and it wasn't even my fault. I knew the law. I knew they couldn't keep tasering us for no reason. They had to have a massive reason and calling a police officer a cunt was not one of those massive reasons. They let me go to medical and I got cleaned up. I definitely lost the baby. It hurt even more knowing that Lando was gonna be let out in the morning. I was gonna be stuck there for god knows how long. It took us ages to sleep. Those cell beds are the worst.

The next morning I woke up and I was going to walk with Lando as far as I could so he could actually get out. I didn't even go past the officers and I got tasered by both of them. I was on the floor in immense pain. I didn't even do anything.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" Lando said to one of the officers. I tried to stand back up even with my muscles being sore as hell and then I got tasered again. It was enough to knock me out. Lando got to take me to medical and he managed to report the two officers who both lost their jobs in the end. I was in so much pain. Everything hurt. I spent ages in medical and finally was able to go back. The place still stank of shit. Lando had to leave and I had a complete breakdown. Such a big breakdown to the point where they thought I was insane and put me in a room with a fucking straitjacket on. It was pure torture. They let me see Lando the next day we had to have glass in between us which fucking sucked. I couldn't kiss him, I couldn't hug him, I couldn't even hold his hand.

"Any updates on getting my name cleared? Have you found out if my dad is still alive or not?" I asked. We talked last night and I was convinced that my father wasn't dead. He had to be alive so he could frame me for his death. Plus, he wouldn't go as far as actually killing himself just to make me miserable.

"I'm still working on that. I just can't find any way of finding evidence to prove he's not dead" he said. I couldn't think of anything until I remembered that I knew the address of the place he took me when I was kidnapped by him. He definitely lived there because he had all sorts of personal belongings there.

"Give me some paper" I said. Lando pushed a piece of paper and a pen under the glass and I wrote down the address before any police officers could see me writing something down. "If he's gonna be anywhere it will be where he took me when he kidnapped me. it's in Germany obviously but if you go there and just sneak around and look then you might see him and if you can then take tons of pictures. I don't believe for a second that he's dead. You get pictures of him being alive and show the police that means I can get out of here" I said. I could be smart when I wanted to be. We looked at each other's eyes and I could see tears forming in his eyes. I just wished I could have cuddled him in that moment. I did the best thing I could have thought of. It wasn't very hygienic but let's be honest; nowhere in prison is hygienic. I tapped on the glass and then pointed to my lips. He got the message instantly. I looked around for officers but there was none around so I pressed my lips to the glass and he did too. It was the only way we could kiss. I could feel the heat of his lips coming through the gold glass. I just wished I was actually touching his lips and not some glass with his lips on the other side. We both pulled off the glass and wiped where our lips had left marks. "I love you more than anything, Lan. Ich liebe dich" I said.

"Ich liebe dich, meine liebe. I promise I will get you out. I'll go to the address tomorrow and I'll get all the information and proof I can get. I'll be back in a few days. I promise" he said. I nodded and at that moment we all had to go back into the main prison area. I just had to hope that he could get the evidence to prove my innocence.