Amanda

Chapter 1  

" Michael come here ! " I swear I can never get his attention this might of been one of the worst arguments we have ever  had . Its like he cant even stand to look at me. I made such a mess in home , in school , everything and everyone I love just doesn't feel the same well I guess . Let's be real .. Most likely everyone on this EARTH hates me. I don't know where to go , anywhere i go I might get called names like "slut " and a variety of different names. Even the birds don't like me , if they were humans they probably would call me names too. Michael finally looks back at me , he stares at me like i'm not even human. He finally says  , " What do you want you lied to me cheated on me what else do you want from me " He said with so much sadness in his voice. Oh gosh , i think in my head he really thinks I did all of them things. He might as well just shoot me now. I feel like just dying any minute now. "I know its hard for you too even think about it but can you atleast let me explain everything " . I said

. He turns back , I knew that was going to make him turn around because he believe everyone should get another chance. He flicks his nice blonde hair making me want too flip mines like we always do with eachother but I realized today is not the day to do any of that flirty stuff , right now is a serous moment. He thinks for a moment then walk back. I look at him i'm sorry but he's so cute when he's angry . He forgives so fast. He says " Amanda tell me everything that happened don't lie to me because I reallt can't stand to be mad so lets talk this out. I said , " Okay , this is what happened at that party the other night Matthew  wanted to dance with me- " He cuts me off " You mean my bestfriend are you lying already ?"

He thinks i'm going to lie to him I only lied to him because I wanted to protect his feelings. But as everyone can see I'm not good at protecting people's feelings , all I seemed to do so far is hurt everyone's feelings . " If you would let me finish Sorry but I feel like our relationship is put on the line , but this is what happened so.. when I told him No , he caught an attitude and told everyone that I was doing stuff that I wasn't ." I said .His face turned from understanding to angry . I rub his back. He breathed heavily fire in his eyes and walked out on me. "MICHAEL! NO!" I exclaimed leaning against the door sliding down. For that second I knew he was gone I wiped the tear that fell from my cheek.

Michael's POV:

She lied and cheated on me I thought. I was walking too fast in incredible rage, I was going to stop to go get something back from her house but, I figured not. She betrayed me...With my best friend. It's over...I hate her so much. Then, I punched a wall and my knuckles started to bleed.  "SHOOT" I looked at my hand. Disgusted. "Hey! Are you alright?" Someone from behind me said. I turned and looked at the girl. "Umm...I'm fine just bleeding..." I say sarcastically. She frowns a little getting me a wash cloth to put on my hand from  her purse. I smirked a little. Something about this girl, she made my day that beautiful smile her hazel eyes...She was perfect... Like "AMANDA" I shouted and ran away as fast as I could. "I can't do this... I can't" I muttered to myself, looking in my pocket to find the ring. Shaking my head and walked away slowly.

                              I didn't know where I was going...But it was somewhere far away from her...

End of POV: 

Amanda POV 

So here I am with thoughts racing throughout my head i'm just in tears right now i dont know what too do what to even say even if i did see him , would I say sorry . But then I thought about  it I didn't even do anything . I mean the only thing I probably did was  protect his feelings , and i didn't even get a thankyou or nothing, Basically all I got was a walkaway. Everything I worked so hard on was basically flush down the toilet , like a dead fish . But anyway I was looking at my phone , on twitter and all I saw was a whole bunch of hate mail . Then i heard someone knock on my door . Oh my gosh it was Michael's bestfriend Matt or should I say the shit starter , he started half of the shit I'm going through now maybe that's why I should just let stuff go sometimes . It gets to my head , and basically fucks up my life . I go to scratch my head forgetting for one second that my head doesn't really itch , i'm just getting confused. Is he still at the door or .....

I don't know I really don't care I never did when it comes to it because its like i should've knew from the start the way he looked at me , when he touched me , he texted me everyday . It's like he wouldn't leave me alone if only I knew from the start that texting hime , would lead to this I wouldn't even give him the time of day . He wouldn't even get no kinds of respect from me , nothing . I finally get up and reach my scrawny little hand and turn the door knob . Here he is looking at me , like a super star he always did look at me like he could burn my skin with his eyes . I looked back at him .  " Hi" I tried to say  as  calmly as I  can but deep inside I felt  like a rainfall of tears are about to come out of my eyes . He glanced down at the sidewalk and then looked up as soon as I looked down he didn't think I saw that . But he doesn't know I watch everything he does for now on , because I don't want there to another mistake or should I say misunderstanding , between us . I don't want him to think that I have feelings for him in anyway , I can barely stand the scent of him . Seeing him makes me think of ... Michael . I thought about how his smooth soft lips , brushed across my lips , gosh he was the best kisser ever. He always makes me smile.

I finally look up at him so he would actually know this time that I can see him looking at me . I look at him and say , " w-why are you hear  , noones heard for you in a week and you show up here in the front of my door how convinient . "  We sit there in dead absolute silence as I look up at him and waits for an answer . He finally responds , "  Dude you should be lucky I stopped here to actually talk to you last time I checked I'm the only one who ruined your life did you not forget when you looked into my eyes and told me you loved me . " Ugh , he has a bad way of making me feel bad , i stare at him with so much envy in my eyes, if I had lazor beams I know who I would shoot first him . " You know that was a dare from Elizabeth ... but let's get to the end of this little visit , now are you going to talk to your so called " bestfriend " later too . Or what your going to ignore the fact that you need to talk to him and act like his feelings aren't hurt as much as you think they are" He cuts me off  " Manda when did you become so caught up in his feelings did you not realize he always is hurt . " I shout to the top of my lungs , " WHAT KIND OF BESTFRIEND ARE YOU , DID YOU NOT FORGET THAT WAS MY BOYFRIEND ! . " He said , " last time  I checked he broke up with you for being such a SLUT " I slammed the door on him . I can't with his bullshit today . I'm already having such a bad day . 

 Matthew's POV 

She really had the audacity to slam the door . So I go to my house which is not to far away from Michael's I mean hey he only lives across the street from me . Am  I scared to see him No basically if i see him I will probably would  just avoid him .I run across the street , well more likely jogging  I don't want to sound like I am scared of him which I'm not I mean I was his first friend around here who would he believe someone that he just met about 2 years ago or someone he knew half of his life.  I mean who would you believe . I mean everyone in school doesn't trust her . I mean would I , yes  but since she messed that up then I guess I'll just have to force everyone to listen to my side of the story . Not hers . It starts to thunder , as soon as I look up at the sky just my luck . As soon as i look back to see who that was who looked at me , I realized that face it was my so called "bestfriend ". I cant take this right now i walk faster avoiding him with every breath I take  .

As soon as I look back I realized that he disappeared . I shrugged thinking maybe he might've went in the house by now  . But little did I know he was right in front of me . I turn around to not only find him but find my self getting bumped into by someone . I look up and say "EXCUSE YOU " then I realized who it was it was him . We set there in silence he says " Hey dude , man the craziest thing happened to me today , do you want to come over so we can play the game ? " He asked me like everything is cool deep inside I knew it was a trap , i shake my head and make up a random excuse in my head. I said ," Naw man i have to walk my dog . " SHIT  I thought in my head he knows I hate dogs . And he definatley knows that I don't have a dog. He responded very sudden , but lightly like he just doesn't know what to say he replied " Oh ok I understand  , but can I talk to you real quick about Amanda I just don't know what to do about her , I want to forgive her but I feel like she's lying to me  , You feel me " I look at him , and walked away . I will never forget how awkward that conversation was to this day . 

Michael ' s POV 

I don't even know what too say , did I loose my bestfriend . Did I just loose my girlfriend , The one I claimed to love. I just don't even know how to react with this situation. Am I supposed to cry, But I dont wan't to make the wrong decision .  Should i go back to Amanda's house , because I still love her I mean she makes my world complete . I feel bad for walking out on her maybe I should've listened to her while she was talking.