Taehyung x Jennie (MAMAS)

𝐆𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐀𝐌𝐀'𝐬

Jennies POV: I woke up feeling dizzy but then I felt really excited and somewhat anxious... hang on, what day was it today? I went up to my desk and found out that today was the day of the MAMA's, this was a day of where everyone performs, dances as well as sings and not just that. Gets the glory of trophies. Rookie groups turn into popular boy or girl bands. And some turn back to normal life and stay popular either way. But at the end of the day, our beautiful blinks and other fans too, choose who wins and who stays the same.  

But today I felt extremely anxious than usual, I first woke up dizzy and nearly tripped, I then left for the bathroom, something caught my attention... 

"AHHH ROSÉ!!!" I yelled at the top of my lungs practically waking the other members up, she gave me such a jumpscare and frightened the hell out of me, I had no idea she was peeking through the mirror trying to get back at me from yesterday. Soon Jisoo came in confused.

"Jennie? something up?" She spoke, **poor girl** I thought, noticing I basically scared everyone with my loud scream. Rosé on the other hand, was dying so badly, laughing her head off. "Rosie posie did it again" I said annoyed rolling my eyes. That made Jisoo understand the situation. 

"Rosie you have to stop this shenanigan, and you Jennie, I'm tired of you two arguing and playing pranks and tricks on each other-" Jisoo kept ranting about how rosie was just being herself towards me, then again, this is her sisterhood towards me. 

"where's Lisa?" I told myself then, I went to my room again... not noticing what was there also.

"AHHH LISA!!!" I yelled again, she was on the floor trying to get a reaction out of me too! I then grabbed her arm. "Please, I can't anymore Lisa, first rosie now you?" The Thai girl wasn't listening to me and instead was just dying as well of laughter. I couldn't take it anymore and just left my room. 

"At least that woke me up" I mumbled to myself, leaving my room to go freshen up and wait for my makeup to be done for the MAMAS, I then gave Lisa a special gift of my earrings, these were ruby red, and no one else has bought them. So if it were to get lost, I'd know about who took them. 

"Here Lisa, take these, it'll look good in the MAMA's on you." I spoke smiling. She hugged me back and thanked me. "Thankie Unnie!" she said and then left to get ready for the performance. Later I saw Jisoo and Rosie posie, I also gave them a few special golden bracelets. I always like to give gifts as a special treat for the members living with me. 

We all ate our last meal before the MAMAs came, it was such a special moment for the four of us. This would probably be our win. We then did a group hand shake and lifted all our hands in the air screaming our slogan, "Blackpink in your area!" After that we had a drink of juice so that we wouldn't get drunk on stage and left for the performance, we had our quick toilet break and did the necessaries that we needed. I took my water bottle and so did my other members as well. they were basically my sisters at this rate.

The members, not just my members, other group members arrived too to the ceremony of our stage performance and the others as well will continue there performances. Groups that entered the MAMA's were: ATEEZ, BTS, EXO, Stray Kids, Us BLACKPINK as well as many many others that were also going to be performing. It was such a beautiful sight of everyone there. 

As our hands clapped achingly, we saw beautiful performances, tears of joy, tears of laughter through our blinks enjoying everything, I couldn't stop emotionally crying. It was such a beautiful sight. Everyone was just having fun and enjoying this moment. 

Then suddenly our name got called, and we had to perform, my hands were shaking and so were my legs. I felt visibly numb. It was as if I wanted to dig a deep hole and just fall into it wishing no one were to see me ever again.

But why was this feeling there for me? I always perform with big crowds? I had no idea why I was suddenly panicking. Maybe its because its been such a long time since we have perform? I'm so confused and scared. I kept breathing in and out calmly. Just to calm down my nerves, but it was so hard. Not just that, it was confusing. But I realized I needed to just have fun. This is just a performance. No one will remember this after decades. I breathed in and out in and out trying to calm down.

We reached the stage and all of us got into our starting positions, it was nerve racking but then soon I managed to stay calm. I stared around and realized that there were so much fans and celebrities, in some way it calmed me down. Realizing that these people support me no matter what.