Forgivness And Feeling

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(Didn't have a song recommendation)

I got back to my dorm, Pansy was with me. I was stressing. Does he hate me now? I was so scared. "Go into his dorm. I'll be behind you, if he does or says something rude I'll teach him, let's go" she said as she jumped off from the spare bed and dragged me towards the boys dorms. "I don't wanna knock this was a bad id-" Pansy cuts me off by kicking the door with her foot. I look at her as if she just murdered my family as she smiles back at me.

Cedric's friend opens the door, I look at Cedric and he hasn't gotten changed out his pyjamas yet and his hair was mucked up. "We'll leave you guys to it" Cedric's dorm mates say as they leave the door, giving Pansy a "where did you come from" look. I mouthed to Pansy "give us a minute" as I gently shut the door behind me.

"Well?" Cedric says as he looks up at me from his bed. "Huh?" I ask confused. He lets out a sigh as he places his forehead into his hand as looks at the ground. Since he's sitting on the edge of the bed I take a step forward. "it was only a couple hours I'm sorry" I say as I lift his chin up with my head. "You really scared me yn. I want an apology" he says as he looks me in the eyes. "I said sorry though?" I say, confused again. He lets out another sigh. "Well not a very good one." He says as he breaks eye contact and looks back down at the ground. "I'm sorry, you know I am. I'm really sorry and I'll text or call or tell you next time" I say as I hold his hand, making him stand up as I hug him. "I forgive you" he says as he kissed me.

"Thanks, also the slytherins I hang out with got invited to that party that's in a couple weeks but they wouldn't tell me who invited träum" I say as I turn to leave.
"Hm, strange. Anyway don't be wearing a dress" He says as I was about to close the door. Me and Pansy both looked at eachother as I slowly turned back around. "Why?" I asked.
"Just don't. Anyway goodbye" He says as he comes to the door and closes the door for me. That was what you call strange. "Don't listen to him yn. I heard your whole conversation he's overreacting" Pansy said to me as we reached the end of the hallway so he wouldn't hear. "He'll get mad again Pansy, it's for the better if I just go in something else. Or not go at all because I dunno what I'd wear if I can't wear a dress" I said. Pansy stopped dead in her tracks. "Your joking right? You not coming isn't an option. You're wearing whatever you want to wear and that's that" she said as she turned me to face her. "Your right Pansy, let's wear those matching dresses. I want to have fun" I said as I smiled. She smiled right back at me.

-2 weeks later, it's the day of the party and you kept your word and was changing into the black dress-

After we both got back to my dorm we changed into the black dresses, the dress was short. The silk one was even shorter so I went with the normal fabric one. "Maybe I should wear something else" I muttered to Pansy, looking in the mirror. Pansy almost snapped her head to turn and look at me. "Your joking right? You look perfect. Infact, you are perfect. And that dress complements your perfectness perfectly" she says as I laugh. "Say perfect one more time and your dead"

Pansy ended up not finding her silk dress too so she wore a black skirt and a black top which managed to make it look like a black dress. There was a knock at our door and Pansy answered since I was trying to get my heels on that Pansy let me borrow. "Hi guys" Pansy says as Draco shoved past her. "Shut up" He said as he dived onto the spare bed. "Yeah what he said" Mattheo says as he goes and lies on his back next to Draco. Theodore, Lorenzo and Blaise were at the door. They were all wearing polo shirts and trousers. "Okay, ready" I said as I hopped up. I was a bit taller now, not as tall as the boys but the same height as Pansy since she had her trainers on.

"Let's go then" Lorenzo said as he started walking towards the party. I was hoping to not see Cedric until at least half way through so he was a few drinks down to care about what I was wearing. I didn't want to drink that much. I've never done it before and I was still only turning 15 in a couple weeks. We made it to the start of the party, the common room. Pansy immediately pulled me over to the drinks table. "Cedric would never expect to see you here if you're still looking to avoid him" Pansy says as she picks up a red cup with maybe vodka in it. She downs it quickly and offers me one. "I don't think I'm drinking tonight, I've never before" I say, I didn't know if she would judge me or not. "You sure? It's so good and atleast your with me for your first time" she says as she picks up another two cups and offers me one. "Why not" I say as I take it and we both drink it. It was cherry flavoured. It was so good I ended up drinking 5. "Alright I know your enjoying it but let's calm down, it's been ten minutes" Pansy laughs as I go to pick up my 6th one.

"What's up guys" Theodore says as he picks up a clear cup.
"Yn has discovered alchohol" Pansy says as she takes the cup out of me hand. "It's about time, how much you had ynn?" He asks me. I hold up my hand, showing 5 fingers. He raises his eyebrow. "Already? What drinks?" He says surprised.
"The cherry and blackberry vodka ones" she says as she places the cup she took from me back on the table. "Merlin yn! You chose the strongest one as your first drink?" He says as I nod and giggle.
"Oh gosh please don't let Cedric see my like this" I say as I bury my head into Theo's chest as he chuckled and Pansy laughs. "Oh trust me you don't want anybody to see you like this" Pansy jokes as we all laugh.

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