📍MALIBU
⏰8:45pm⚠️: fluff ,mention of murder
2024
***well today has went great .just fucking perfect
let me tell you
I've broken my vase
4 kids running around wild and another on the way in less than a month may I add
my 5 year old twin boys decided it was great idea to get mud and grass in the house and all over the sofa which is not coming out since it's white
my back and feet are killing from my baby I'm carrying
i can't find my purse anywhere
just found out my husband won't be home late because he's in a meeting about the new album guns are working on
my 4 year old daughter fell over outside and how had a little lump on the side of her head
the twins have had several fights once again. nothing new to be honest
my 2 year old son has been non stop crying for the last hour because he misses and wants his father
our dog ,blu has chewed up one of my daughters shoes
and also this morning just after axl left my 2 year old tipped over the cat tray and shit went all over the floor
just fucking greatnow all the kids were crying and I mean screaming the house down. If genuinely sounded like they had just witnessed a murder
well the twins shiloh and Saul are crying because I told them they can't watch no more tv because it's bed time
and yes his name is saul. named after slash. yesAmelia my 4 y ear old is crying because she can't find cuddles , cuddles is her favourite blanket. she's had since she was a baby and she goes everywhere with it and I mean everywhere
and William my 2 year old is clung to me on my hip and crying to my neck for axl
"here ,calm down my love " i rocked him in my arms as I handed him his bottle of juice
he took it but still didn't stop crying"daddy " he cried into my neck and I could feel his tears on my skin
it broke my heart when the kids got like this"cuddles ,mama" Amelia tugged on my shirt and patted my 8 month pregnant stomach gently
i sighed looking down at her and her eyes were soft and very red from crying."where did you last have him ?" I brushed her hair from her face and she pointed over to the living room were the couch was
i walked over and started to looki looked on the floor . not there
the sofa , behind the cushions , behind the sofa , under it and it wasn't there"it's not here sweetie ,are you sure you left him in here ? he's not outside ?" I suggest and she wiped my eyes staring silent and gave me s little shrug
"got check outside on the grass but stay away from the pool, okay " I spoke in a serious tone to let her know I was being serious about the pool
that's the last thing I want to happenI opened the sliding door and and she walked out . the air hit me and it was a nice cool breeze as I watched her with William on my hip clinging to me
he had kind of calm down now . just a little whine or sniffle here and there as he was drinking his juice