📍LA
⏰10:09pm
⚠️mentions of trying for a baby , struggles with getting pregnant , fluff , smut , foreplay , oral sex , overstimulation ,praise and pet names
2007
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"shhhhhh" i cooed rocking my 10 month old son in my arms trying to get him to sleep
he's been fighting his sleep for the past hour now and nothing is working
I've tried food , some more of his water or milk , reading to him ,playing some music and laying with him
but nothing has worked. i think he's missing axl now.
axl's been gone all day at these meetings and things for guns
he phoned me this afternoon to see how we were doing but apart from that nothing
he left at 7 this morning before our son woke up and it's now 10o clock ag night
he's going to so tried when he comes in. i made him som food for him too but I doubt he will eat that
he will just want to go to watch a movie and go to sleep if not just go straight to sleep
"it's okay ,shhhhh" I whispered and rubbed his back as he cried with his head on my shoulder. i could tell he was tired but he fighting his sleep off because he wanted to see axl
i pecked his head over and over while slowly rocking him but he cried even more and began to push away from me
"how about we listen to some daddy's music ,mhmm" I said and immediately he perked his head at the word 'daddy'
that's what it is. he misses his dad
i bent down grabbing his bottle and his blanket he always sleeps with and made it to mine and axls room down the hall
Axl always sings one of his songs which was 'don't cry'
he plays it to him whenever he's having a temper tantrum or if he's crying like right now
i put the cd in the CD player and put on don't cry and turned it up a bit
the song started and he just stared at the CD player where the tune was coming from and immediately he started to calm down
he rubbed his eyes with his knuckles and little sniffles left his lips
he placed his head on my shoulder near in my neck and his ginger wavy hair tickled my jaw
i rubbed his back in a circle motion and rocked with him again in my arms holding him close
i grabbed his blue pacifier off the bed and popped it in his mouth and he took it
"talk to me softly ,there's something in your eyes" i sung in a whispered tone and he clutched his hand into a fist holding onto my shirt
well his axls shirt
he snuggled his face into the fabric of his shirt and he let out a little sigh now finally relaxed
his tears stopped quickly
"Don't hang your head in sorrow and please don't cry" i sung still rocking him and I wiped away his tear stained face
his cheeks were red and his green emerald eyes were now getting heavily
i knew he was tired
"I know how you feel inside I've been there before, Something changin' inside you and don't you know"
i kissed his head and rubbed his warm back and I looked down and his eyes were closed but I knew he wasn't fully asleep
"Don't you cry tonight ,I still love you baby "
