THE TROUBLED SISTER ~Cassie sturniolo

#7 the big argument tw cigarettes

I was waking downstairs to sit on the couch when all off a sudden WHACK Chris hit me with a pillow and I wasn't going to let him get away. WACK I hit him hard. As I went to hit him for a second time I missed BANG I knocked there camera down off the shelf and it hit the floor with a band. I gasped as Nick and Matt ran in to see what happened "CASSIE WHAT THE HELL" Chris shouts "OMG" Matt shouts "guys I'm sorry" I get cut off "just go upstairs" Nick said you could tell he was mad by the deepness of his voice I walked upstairs tears in my eyes my face was red I hate when people shout at me. I had thoughts popping into my head "stupid bitch" "omg why would you do that" I couldn't take it anymore I grabbed a packet of cigarettes 10 mins later I looked down at the packet there was 5 left I ran over to the window throwing the used ones out and spraying perfume everywhere to get rid off the smell I hid them and sat on my bed.

                            Nicks pov

Chris is on the floor cleaning the glass from the camera, Matt's head is in his hands and I'm just stood there in shock "did she mean to do this" I asked Chris "I'm not even sure I just don't believe it we spent 2000 on that " luckily we have another" I said while walking off

                            Cassie's pov

My biggest fear was dissapointing my brothers "what if I dissapoited them" I whispered underneath my breath before I knew it I was pacing around my room struggling to breathe and hitting my necklace with my fingers. I needed Matt but he was so mad at me I just sat on my bed breathing slowly in and out I distracted myself by picking at my skin on my nails before I knew it the panic attack stopped but my finger nails were bleeding.

                              Time skip

It was around 11pm I had my pajamas on and was sat at my vanity looking at my self in the mirror I looked dead my face was just so slumped and no emotion I sighed and got in bed I instantly started crying normally they each come and say night to me but nothing I was hugging my pillow.

I woke up to the triplets cooking in the kitchen I didn't dare talk to them I didn't know if they was still mad. I got up and brushed my teeth and washed my face I then got changed into sweatpants and a crop top I did my makeup beacuse I was going to go out shopping with madi I did concealer, blush, highlighter, mascara and lip gloss I did my hair in two French plates. I walked downstairs put my puffer coat on and left I wore my white air forces beacuse it didn't rain. I met madi and we went shopping we went to h&m Sephora, target and then to MacDonald's

                        Time skip

I got home to see I had 2 miss calls from Chris I walked into my bedroom and sat down then my brothers came in "where was you" Chris said staring at me while Nick and Matt were giving me a look "I went shopping with madi" I said looking at the shopping bag. "Why didn't you tell us " Nick said "I thought you would ignore me " "look were soory we overreacted we love you Cassie next time tell us" Matt said while smiling I just smiled back then they left. I decided to call my friend from Boston "hi ella" "hi Cassie how's LA" "it's alright I suppose I wish I was with you tho " "I'm sorry Cassie I have to go love you" "love you bye" I reply hanging up the phone and sitting down at the vanity I got changed into sweatpants keeping my crop top on. I sat down and had a drink of energy drink I lay down in bed and sent snaps to people I realised it was 1 in the morning so I decided to get some sleep.