Secret agreement . Chanmin

1.

It's a busy day at the restaurant as always.After finishing my shift I headed to the night club where I work as a barista " Hey Chris!Can you give me a drink"- a girl asked me ( a usual customer) "Sure" -I said blankly " Come on honey !What's up with you?Why are you like this?Cheer up I know that your mother will make it."-she said as I handed her the drink.She thinks it's that easy.If I don't find the amount of money ,my mother is going to ..to..... DYE.
I can't let that to happen!Never,I will do everything for her so please God help me !
At that moment ,I noticed a boy with black hair and with a beautiful smile.Wait ......where have I seen that smile before It's not a normal one ,its different. I lost in my thoughts looking intensively at the cute black haired boy as he was dancing with another man with his hands wrapped around his neck."Chris,are you listening to me?-the girl said but no I wasn't listening. My eyes wre glued to that boy who kept kissing passionately that man or ....maybe his boyfriend. I stopped looking when he approached me.I started to notice his familiar appearance but I couldn't remember him at all.
-"Can you make me something strong?"-he said while I was still looking at his soft and plump lips curlings. He drank the glass at one shot then he kept turning back gazes making my heart flutter."You are hot! Do you know?Are you by any chance single?" he continued.
"No"-I shortly responded.(What a straightforward person)
-"To bad, I just wanted to fuck with you once,but isn't meant to be "
-"Do you always act like that?
-"Act like what? What do you mean?"
-"Do you always ask people if they are single and you want to sleep with in the first meeting ?"
-"Not always. Only when they are as hot as I want to fuck them or when I want to pass time or relieving stress.
-"So you are in for one-night stand then?"
-"I guess you can call it thet way"
-"But don't you fall in love with them?"
-"Why would I fall in for someone l met once.Plus love doesn't exist for me .That's an illusion people tent to create in order to feel wanted.I don't like to feel wanted at least not from them.I just want them to screw me thats all.So what about you? DO you love your girlfriend?"-he said as he tried to come closer and closer to my face."Yes,I do. I am not like you.I love her so much that I would dye for her.Love is the only thing that makes people happy and protected. LOVE is a bond that you create with another person,a bond that is really strong and can't be broken that easy."-I spoke as I saw a little disappointment in his eyes than he laughed:
-"Love .... love isn't meant for everyone. DO you think that your little girlfriend would love you if you weren't tall,handsome and with a good personality. Absolutely not.But do you know what is matter in this world? MONEY.Money can give you everything you want :girls ,boys,sex ,love everything "I could see sadness and anger in his eyes which could burn the hole world with on gaze.I couldn't disagree with him especially in a moment when money is the thing I need the most.Even he could hold alcohol very well,after drinking that much he was wasted.
-"Why why why me!I just wanted to forget him.Why can't I forget about him ,his stupid laugh,his soft voice,the way he talked to me,his preferences.Why am I so fucking stupid?"I don't know what he was talking about but my heart ached seeing him like that.Who he talking about?Is he someone he uses to love?That's why he doesn't believe in love anymore? When I looked at him he had his eyes closed.He looked so little,so defenseless and pretty.Wait,how can a guy looks this gorgeous and has such a flawless and tender skin.I want to touch him and kiss his cheeks.Wait what am I thinking?I have a girlfriend and he is a guy.I must be really tired from doing two works a day.Then, the man who was dancing with the boy before came.He was handsome and from his outfit, rich but for some reasons I didn't like him at all.
-"Hey you! WAKE up!-he said to the boy
-"What do you want you basterd" the boy yelled at him
-"I want you" confessed the man as he leaned against the boy and kissed him roughly on the lips.I don't know why but i didn't like the sight I was seeing.
"Haha "the boy smirked at him."Well I don't like you.You are not my type plus you are annoying and selfish.You don't even know how to kiss properly, idiot."
"You little bitch"the man groaned and tried to paunch the boy in the face but the boy acted faster and kicked him in the balls. Then paunched in the face even harder.I found myself laughing by his charismatic and cute side.I hadn't smile for a while since the last time I saw my mother healthy. The little boy knows well how to defend himself .Leaving a mess behind, he left as nothing has happened.
"I hope to meet you again little puppy"
After finishing my work my phone rang,it was Sana my babygirl.She never forgets to call me every day. Baby did you finish your shift ?"she said softly
"Yes I did ,but why are you up so late.Shouldn't you be asleep now? I teased her
"I couldn't sleep. I am worried about you.I wanted to know if you are ok"
In fact I wasn't ok at all.All my life had turned upside-down. I was ready to cry but something was different that night. Was because of the cute little boy I met and his actions made me feel stronger all of a sudden. "YES I am fine .Don't worry about me.Just go to sleep ok.Do you want me to come over ? I haven't seen you in so man days.I really miss you so much."-I wanted to see her ,hug her and kiss her so badly to put my mind at ease.
-"Now ... emmmh I have to sleep Chris but see you tomorrow ok"she said fastly
-"But I won't...beep beep beepl was talking when she closed the phone.Maybe she was just tired that's why.I'll see her tomorrow. I tried to convince myself. The I I passed by the hospital to see my mother. She was lying in a bad looking like she was sleeping. I approached and hold her hand and tears started to fall down my cheeks.I was hopeless and despaired.I fall asleep when someone woke me up was the doctor who said that mother was in a critic condition and she need an operation immediately. I got out of hospital and started running through the rain not giving a damn to anything.In my head kept echoing the words of the doctor. I kept running and running till I tripped and gazed my knee I started screaming, shouting and cursing.What should I do now?
"PLEASE GOD HELP ME PLEASE I WILL DO ANYTHING YOU WANT ANYTHING,"
when suddenly the phone rang and a familiar voice was heard:
"Hello Bang Chan ! It's been a long time ?"