#13 the big argument tw drinking and sh

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It had been a few days since madi and Alanah slept over and I decided to wear my Nike tech fleece that I bought from Boston after I put it on I posted on Instagram

After I put my phone down and walked downstairs to see Chris, Matt, nick since Justin had gone home "cass we need to talk about your behavior" "okay" I said as we all walked to the sofa sitting down I was sat as they were all standing in front off...

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After I put my phone down and walked downstairs to see Chris, Matt, nick since Justin had gone home "cass we need to talk about your behavior" "okay" I said as we all walked to the sofa sitting down I was sat as they were all standing in front off me "the school have seen a big change in your behavior and we've seen it to " Nick says not shouting "okay?" I said I really wasn't bothered "I've always been like this " "yes we know but your getting worse you've been swearing at teachers, skipping lessons and drinking" "it has to stop" "well it's my fucking choice how I act" I yelled "Cassie we are just trying to help" Matt said he wasn't yelling but he was annoyed "well this is the Cassie I am now so either deal with it or don't bitch" I shouted "CASS WTF YOU DON'T SPEAK TO US LIKE THAT WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU" Nick shouted at the top off his lungs.

There was like a 10 min session were we were all screaming at each other then it started to get a bit violent I try and push past them but Chris pushes me back on the sofa I turn around a push him as hard as I could I made him hit the door but I didn't care. I didn't know what was wrong with me.

My phone was pinging probably hate comments but I didn't care I took my blade and ran into the bathroom I sat there sliding it on my skin 1..2..3..4.5..6..7..8 then 8 more on my other wrist then I pulled my sweat pants down and 6...9..10..11 on my thigh I had to stop myself from going any deeper I put a wet cloth on them and walked out leaving blood on the floor I was at my breaking point.

I grabbed the bottle of vodka I hid in my room and drank the whole thing throwing the bottle accros the room I tried to walk down stairs but fell as I was drunk I passed out. I woke up but I wasn't in my bed I was in hospital turns out I hit my head on the floor and was really injured. I didn't care at this point I just sat there zoned out till I hear someone's fingers snapping in front off my face "cmon were going home" Nick said in a sweet voice I had no emotion I didn't reply I just stared at him as I got up

Time skip

We was at home for a few hours now and within them hours all I did was lie in bed I really wanted to cut again but I managed to hold myself back beacuse I knew if I did it once more they would snitch on me to the hospital . Nick came in my room and tried talking to me but I just lay there looking at the window with tears down my face I felt nothing.

Nick called Justin and he came over as fast as he could he ran into my room and hugged me tight I wrapped my arms around him and started crying hard I couldn't stop he pulled me out from the hug "cass your going to be fine" he said looking at me he looked around my room making sure there were no more drinks In there. That's the last thing I remember I fell asleep.

I went downstairs to ask if one of them could help me brush my hair beacuse there was a massive knot and they all just looked at me with pure joy that I was out off bed

Matt's pov

Cassie came downstairs "can you help me brush my hair there's a knot" she said smiling "yh ofc" I answered back she sat on the floor in front off me I brushed her hair softly as I didn't want to hurt her when the knot was all gone she turned around and hugged me

Hi this is the author make sure you have eat something today I'm going to be doing a part 2 off this tommrow beacuse it's so long thanks ❤

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