Is forever Real?

Forever? Sus! Hindi totoo yun. Wala naman talagang nag-eexist na ganun sa lahat ng bagay. Kapag nga may nababalitaan akong "sila na" daw sa mga kaklase ko ay sasabihin ko lang "Walang poreber uyy! magbebreak din kayo!" tapos biglang tatawa. Tawagin mo na akong ampalaya, kape o bitter wala akong pake. I'm just being realistic and practical. Kaysa naman paasahin ko ang sarili ko sa wala diba.

Do you think after maghiwalay ng papa at mama ko, dahil naaksidente si papa kaya di na siya nakalakad, so iniwan siya ni mama at naghanap ng mayamang lalaki. Mabuntis ang ate ko at iniwan siya ng walangyang lalaki na yun kaya nadepressed siya. And last but not the least, after akong pagpustahan ng mga ex ko at syotain ang bestfriend ko maniniwala pa kong may forever at nag-eexist ang happily ever after?! Then you're a fool hopeless romantic. tss..

But all of it change when I met this man. He's so generous, kind, loving, caring. All of those good characteristics are in him. He love me more than anyone else. He's always there for me when I need him. He always help me no matter what my problem is. Eventhough I always push him away from me, despite of what he does for me, he will just said to me: "Just trust me, everythings gonna be okay" and he's right. Everything will fall into place. Even if I do things that can hurt him, still he never leaves me and he always guide me. Then I've just realized, I love him. I'm inlove with him.

I'm inlove with God. Yes! He is God. He is the one who's really been there for me when I need someone to cry on. All this time nandiyan lang pala siya, ang forever ko. He never failed me but I always failed him. But despite of what I've done, he still love me for who I am.

Everything happens for a reason. If it's meant to be it will be. Yung papa ko? He found someone who can love him eventhough he has a disability. My sister? her forever is her son, who never leaves her and always take care of her even she's in that kind of situation. And me? I found this very special friend of mine that eventually became my husband. And guess what? I'm with him right now taking care of our baby.

I've realized, totoo pala ang forever. It really exist. It's just that you need to wait for the right time and for the right person who can love you despite of your imperfections. And with God, nothing is impossible. Forever is real, because of HIM.