Love Or lust?

Chapter 27

                       ~ Xavier's Pov~
What the fuck was wrong with her anyway. It was a just a damn kiss. It's not like i shagged her or anything,i just gave her a freaking kiss and she's acting like a fifty year old virgin. Fuck her.

I walk angrily to my room and slam the door open, and then slam it shut. Only Karen is sitting in the room, and he's staring questioningly at me.

"She's a bitch,man." I say and sit on my bed, fighting the urge to stomp back to her room and tell her that.

"Didn't work out huh?"he's asks as he flops down on my bed.

"She said it was planned" I say,raking a hand through my hair.

"What was?"

"Your waking up and all"

" Ohh?" He has his eyebrows raises, and by the way his lip twitches, I know he's fighting back a smile.

"It's so absurd. Why is she overreacting,it was just a kiss. Why is she making it seem like i shagged her or something"

"Don't ask me,i warned you in the first place" he says

Yeah. He did.

"So what do you suggest I do?"I ask, looking hopefully at him. He's more experienced when it involves girls.

"Let her be, obviously."

"That easy?"

"Yes." He pauses and then continues. "Don't tell me you caught feelings after just one kiss"

"What?, Gross man, i did not. On second thoughts what do I even care,i apologized already so it's sorely her business if she accepts or not."

Karen is looking at me weird,so i smack the back of his head with a ' fuck off'.  He laughs and goes out.

But seriously why was she acting all weird and all that?. What's her problem anyway
Why are girls always so dramatic? .

I don't like her right?
I mean she's not even that pretty. Amelia is literally a beauty goddess so why the fuck can't i get plain Jane off my fucking Mind.
Why couldn't i get her extremely pretty violet eyes out of my mind,or the way her eyes dilated innocently when she moaned. Fucking hell.

I didn't even mean for anything to happen tonight, all I had in mind was to ask her some few questions about herself, not kiss her.
I had gone to wake her up so she could watch also, because honestly I did not like to watch a film all by myself. I needed a companion and that was the reason I had gone to wake her up, but turned out we both weren't ready for what was about to happen.

I lost it when she bit her lower lip and i could see it in her eyes, she was turned on,and so was i. The need to touch her was overwhelming,i just couldn't control it. Couldn't control myself

goddamnit. I lost it.

I bang my head against the bed board repeatedly. She probably hates me now. But what plan was she talking about?
There was hardly any plan. I lost it, she lost it, and we gave in. How was any of that planned?
What was wrong with her anyway.