𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟓𝟎: 𝐄𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

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" I may never find words beautiful enough to describe what you mean to me,
but i will spend the rest of my life searching for them."

I'm almost due any day now, and I can only imagine what my poor baby must be going through because of me

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I'm almost due any day now, and I can only imagine what my poor baby must be going through because of me. Just to be clear, I'm not talking about the baby inside me but my dear hubby. My mood swings, my cravings, my expectations-everything about me during this pregnancy has been intense. My babies, Hazi and Cas, are the absolute sweetest, and Mom and Dad have been pampering me so much that it makes me want to bawl all day.

I thought Mom would be the one to put restrictions on my diet, but everyone in this house loves me way too much to say no to whatever I ask for. Just a month ago, I remember eating a whole day's worth of sweets and fruits.

𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒

FLASHBACK

I'm in my eighth month today, and I'm so tired and craving a ton of chocolate donuts. But that's all I've been eating for the last week. What if I get so fat that I'm unable to lose weight and then become ugly? What if Ayaan leaves me for another beautiful girl?

Just like that, I burst into tears. Ayaan hurried to me, dressed in just his boxers, and hugged me tightly.

"What happened, baby?" he cooed.

I hiccupped as I told him, "I've been eating so much sugar and junk food. What if I can't lose the weight I'm putting on and then you no longer want me?"

"Shhh...shhh, baby. Why would you say such things? I want no one except you. I cannot live without you. I'm absolutely in love with you, baby. You're my lifeline, and I cannot live without you. And dare you say anything bad about my beautiful wife," he playfully glared at me.

I kissed his lips, suddenly feeling horny. But then I remembered the chocolate donut. I broke the kiss and pouted, "Can you get me the donut?"

He kissed my pout and walked back into the closet, laughing. In another ten minutes, there it was-my usual: a plate full of my favorite fruit, a chocolate milkshake, and three chocolate donuts. Please don't question my food choices or my appetite; for such a small lady, I sure do eat a lot now.

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Then there was the first ultrasound. Oh God, such a cute memory. I can't help but smile thinking about it; it makes me giggle and feel so very happy.

𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒

FLASHBACK

"Baby, get up! We're here to see our baby angel, right, babies?" I heard Ayaan coo as I slowly opened my eyes and remembered we were there for my first ultrasound. Oh God, here comes the worst part-building up the pee pressure. I can't pee to save my life, especially in situations like these, and it makes me cry thinking I'm so close to seeing my baby for the first time but have to wait until I feel the urge to pee.

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