SWEET THING | Vsoo

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As the days flew by, I only felt myself getting bigger which called for abnormally loose clothing which Taehyung took account for but I reckoned he didn't question me about it in order to not say the wrong thing.

I felt guilty not telling him and I wanted to, I just need to find the right moment. Every time I felt myself being ready to let him know, something in the back of my head always told me not to filled my head with possibilities of Taehyung leaving me.

"What if he doesn't want another one? He's already got three" I say into the phone, sucking the salty residue off my fingers from the chips I was currently eating.

I was on a phone call with Jennie, and she had been listening to me rant about Taehyung leaving me for an hour now. "Don't give into your cravings, Jisoo. Have I taught you nothing? And also, are you going to come home with kids one day and Taehyung here's the cuff I didn't tell you about, guess what? It's yours!"

She mocks and I roll my eyes. "Of course not, I just haven't found the right time" I say as she hums back in response. She had been checking up on me to make sure I was doing my monthly check up and if I was eating accordingly and taking my prenatal vitamins, to which I was to all of it — if Taehyung doesn't mind, is this how he's going to act? Cause if so, I'd rather not say a word.

After a called ended, it was half past ten so I decided on taking a shower. Taehyung wasn't home yet so I felt free to speak about it in the privacy of the room. The kids were asleep since two hours ago and I had this time to myself.

As I stood in front the mirror naked, I found see the bump of my stomach much bigger than it was last week. This was going by so fast and I was scared. The first month would be over and done in a couple of days and then I'd be two months pregnant and Taehyung still doesn't know.

I ended up having a ten minutes shower before I hit dressed and just as I was brushing my teeth, there's a knock on the door. "Jisoo?" It was Taehyung and he sounded exhausted.

"Give me a second" I say with toothpaste in my mouth. I quickly finish brushing my teeth before rinsing my mouth and going outside the bathroom to see Taehyung shirtless sitting on the edge of the bed, putting on Netflix. "You're home!" I smile.

"Sorry I was late,I've been in meetings all day with the board of directors" he mutter and settled on a movie. "But I won't talk business with you, I wouldn't want to bore you. How was your day?" His hands go to my hips from under my long loose T-shirt as I become panic making me flinch back.

"I'm sorry, did I hurt you?"

"No, it's just—your hands are cold, that's all" I say nervously as he nods, eyeing me. "My day has been alright, Jinho used to potty today instead of his diaper" I say as he grins.

"I can't believe how much he's grown already, just in about a month he'll be one" Taehyung mutter holding the remote in his hand and I look down at my stomach. Maybe it was time I should say something to him.  "Movie night?" He asks and I nod with a grin, walking out of the room to grab some snacks from the pantry.

With a bag of chips in my hand and a few water bottles, I go back upstairs and as I'm setting down the snacks my phone rings on the other bedside table. "Want me to answer?" Taehyung asks and I nod since he was closer to it. "Hell?" He answers and from the face he made, I reckoned it wasn't such a good idea letting him answers my phone. "I'm sorry, are you sure you've git the right number?" He asks obviously confused by this phone call.

By this time, I kind of had an idea of who it was and why it made Taehyung turn and look at me with a face of such confusion, I felt myself wishing I was a turtle or something just slowly creeping back inside my shell so I wouldn't have to endure anymore or his staring.

"Okay, thank you" he says before hanging up. He doesn't say a word for a second before he turns his face away from me. "Doctor says you've got an appointment tomorrow at ten"

"I do?" I mutter acting dumb. "I feel fine"

"You've got an appointment for an ultrasound" he says almost as a question and I felt my knees giving in.

"He probably had the wrong number..." Just stop. Taehyung then looks away from whatever he was previously focused on me, a look I couldn't quite point out at first.

"You're pregnant" he begins making me froze. "And you've been keeping this from me?" He raised his voice a little and it startles me in the slightest though his gaze did not stop. "Why Jisoo?"

"I just didn't want you to be upset with me. I reply, swallowing the lump in my throat. "I just wanted us to be happy for a little while before I told you, before you decided that you'd want to leave me" I don't normally cry, I've always had sort of a thick skin but now with my pregnancy, I've been a crying mess lately.

Taehyung's face turns from upset to confused in a matter of seconds as he stares at me in disbelief. "What are you talking about?" He argued, his eyebrows mashed together. "Leave you? Jisoo, have you completely forgotten I'm not some immature schoolboy? I'm the goddamn CEO if my own company and a father of three kids, why the hell would I leave you?"

"Because I know it's too soon, it hasn't even been a year and everything is just going by so fast" I wipe the moisture under my eyes and let out a nervous breath. "I didn't mean for this to happen"

Taehyung shakes his head but crawls toward me on the bed and grab my hips. "This doesn't mean anything, you being pregnant doesn't stop me from wanting to be with you. Would I love without having another child? Probably, bit it's happening and that's fine. Nothing could make me stop loving you, let alone carrying my child as early as it may be" he says all this while holding my gaze, gently sitting me down on his lap and caressing my hair.

"Are you sure you're not upset at me?", I sniff as he let out a sigh.

"If anything I'm upset your doctors had to tell me over the phone instead of you" he says as I bite the inside of my cheek nervously. "How long?"

"A month and a half" i say truthfully as Taehyung Huns before failing back on the bed with a soft thud.

"Have I been so completely ignorant to my girlfriend for a while month?", He asks from his laying down position and I mimic that by laying down beside him, my shirt folding at the sides and the bump was visible. "The girlfriend title won't for much long, will it?"

I chuckle at this. "Don't do something you will regret, Taehyung" I mutter much more relaxed that he isn't angry. He looks from me down to my bump, supporting his head with his elbow as I stayed laying down.

"Can I?" He asked unsure and I smiled with a nod before he softly places his large hand over my belly, caressing it before looking back up at me. "I don't understand how you ever thought I'd be upset at this, I love being a father"

"I'm glad you aren't, it would've sucked raising a baby on my own when I don't have a job" I say and Taehyung let out a soft chuckle.

"I would've helped either way, I'm sure your grandmother would love the news. As my mom, she can't get enough of Somin" he rolls his eyes. "I guess you'll have to deal with them now. Sorry I got you pregnant" he jokes and I roll my eyes this time.

Fir the rest of the night, we cuddle on the bed and finish watching the movie Taehyung put on before all this happened. He had kept his hand on my stomach and softly kissed my forehead before falling asleep.

Maybe this wasn't a bad idea as I thought.

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