You saved my life

Chapter 14: trustworthy?

Kokichi pov:

I woke up, because someone called my name softly. I was really confused, since it was just so comfortable. I never knew that a car window could be so..soft. I opened my eyes slowly and looked into some beautiful yellow,green and grey eyes. A smile formend on my face and I wanted to close my eyes again, till I realized that I WASNT leaning against the car window. My eyes widden and I jumped of him. A bright blush covered my cheeks and I looked away.

Shuichi:..eh good! Your finally awake..ehm..we're here so we should get out of the car.

Kokichi: uhm..yeah.

We got out of the car and I hid my face from him. How could this happen? And why is he so soft and comfortable? Why does he have to perfect height for that? And why is he so-
No wait stop!
Stop! I can't with these thoughts anymore. Why is he so perfect?! That's not fair.
I looked at shuichi and noticed that he was staring at me. I controlled my feelings and smiled at him. It was so weird but my smile turned into a smile smirk and I now could act like my usual self again. Well almost myself.

Kokichi: soo? what's the handsome detective gonna do today?~

Shuichi: huh?w-well nothing really probably working on my cases again. Oh and stop with..what you ever did just now, okay?

Kokichi: hm? Got a problem with me complimenting you?~

Shuichi: not..at all but well doesn't matter.

Kokichi: your getting flustered aren't ya?~

Shuichi: maybe.

I laughed softly while we walked to the school. How much I LOVE to be here (ehem not). I looked at Shuichi who was definitely avoiding kaitos gaze. I sighed softly and pulled him with me.

Kokichi: well your NOT gonna work today. Your going to eh..spend time with me yeah!

Haha definetly DIDNT wanted to say : go out with me!, haha, why would I?
I saw how He nodded and I smiled a bit before pulling him into my room. Well it wasn't really clean, but it's alright.

Shuichi: why is it so messy?

Kokichi: messy?

Shuichi: yes messy kokichi.

I smirked and hugged him a bit. I blushed why I did it but I could hide it really well. Shuichi didn't hesitate a bit and hugged back. My smile turned into a soft smile, which was almost looking like a flustered one. I heard shuichi whispering that I'm looking flustered now. I laughed and nodded. I mean he wasn't wrong. I then let go of him and played with his short, blue and black hair. He blushed a bit. Don't tell me his hair is sensitive. I laughed and patted his hair, while he slowly leaned closer to me. I now started to blush a lot since we were really close for no reason. Shuichi then blushed a lot as his eyes widden and he moved his face away quickly.

Shuichi: eh I just wanted to say that you have something on your face!!

Kokichi: I-i do?

Shuichi: yes right there

Kokichi: ohh! Thank you!~

I nodded and now understood what happened, I guess. He just was to shy to wipe it away. I laughed a bit and wiped my mouth.

Kokichi: anyway...wait what are you doi-

Shuichi: I never knew you had a board...with our names.

I blushed and ran up to him. I pushed him away and stood in front of the board.

Shuichi: you know I can still see it since your too small. So? What is that.?

Kokichi: just w-what I think about our classmates.

He nodded and pointed this photo.

Shuichi: do you think I'm trustworthy or not? Since there is a question mark I don't really underst-

Kokichi: I do think your trustworthy! I-I'm just sometimes confused myself! I don't know..but I do trust you.

Shuichi: do you only trust me?

Kokichi: why are you asking?

Shuichi: because..I'm the only one with the word trustworthy.

Kokichi:..well because your the most trustworthy here okay?

Shuichi: m-makes sense..

He then looks at me and alone this gaze could make me melt inside. Like you know..cheese. I then saw his smile change to a smirk as he strokes my hair.

Shuichi: I'm glad and also..don't be embarrassed kokichi. It's really cute.

I blushed a lot. Alone the feeling of him stroking my hair is so different than before and also his voice..i looked away and shook my head. Why does he always call me cute??

Kokichi! I'm not cute!

Shuichi: if you say so.

He smiled normally again and stopped stroking my hair. I breathed deep in and out for one time and then looked like my normal self again. What was that just now? Was he actually teasing me? I looked at him confused as he smiled at me more. We then both began to laugh and sat down together on the bed again. We looked at each other before we started to play games and everything. I couldn't really stop looking at him, but I didn't care. I then looked to the bathroom door which caused me to get dizzy. Shuichi can't go on there no matter what or else...

Shuichi: everything alright?

Kokichi: yeah!

Shuichi: Well..I'm going to the bathroom okay?

He stood up and I began to panic slightly. I ran up to him and with out a thaught I hugged him tightly.

Kokichi: you can't! My bathroom is broken!

He blushed a bit.

Shuichi: how did that happen?

Kokichi: ask Miu.

He nodded and then I noticed how close our faces were again. I pushed him away and then I looked at the clock.

Kokichi: oh shit its late! We should get to sleep!

Shuichi: your..actually right!

We then went to my door and said goodbye to each other. I don't know why, but I felt like I need to kiss him as a goodbye just for fun but I controlled myself enough for that. I then went to my bed and lied down. I took out a photos him that I had for a real long time now and put it under my pillow. If he would see all these pills he would get..so confused or even worried. UGH

He doesn't need to see that. I sighed while smiling as I thought of him again. Of how soft his shoulder was in the car and how soft his face looks. I'm really hopeless in love. I hate it. Not like he would ever feel the same now would he?

Also...I.i don't deserve him.

Well!! That was the chapter! I put in some more „romantic" moments, just because I can and oh! Now the angst come closer and closer! I think it's..in 2 chapters? So be excited for it!! Also thank you so much for all those reads! It makes me really happy!

All let's keep the fandom alive! We're gonna make Danganronpa popular again!!
Bye now and have a great day/ night!<3