Again, it's a filler but v emotional.
•Ebony•
I now have a cell with a kid named Carl. I laid my fresh clean clothes out and grab the towel provided from Beth. I walked to the showers, which were cold but who gave a shit? Definitely not me.
I jumped in the clean water and rubbed every aspect of dirt of my body. I massaged shampoo into my scalp. It was the most amazing feeling in the entire world.
After I dried off I went back to my cell to lay down when I saw a boy about my age sitting there.
"Hey, I'm Carl..." He said.
"Ebony." I slightly smiled.
"So, you must be new here?" He asked.
"Yeah. I guess I am." I responded, creating an awkward silence.
"Well, I'm gonna go find Beth." I said and quickly left the tension filled room.
•••
"What was your life like before this?" Beth asked.
"I mean it was iffy." I answered.
"How?" She pushed.
"When I was little, my mom died. My dad became abusive but not for long. Then my little brother passed.... but there were some good moments." I said, and Beth was getting all teary-eyed.
"Like what?" She sniffled and I smiled.
"Being able to change my dad. Helping my brothers twin. The three of us getting closer. I had friends and family, and that's good enough for me I guess." I shrugged and Beth grinned.
"Your so strong." She said.
"Thank you." I smiled nudging her with my shoulder.
As me and Beth were talking, a guy came over to me and Beth. We exchanged awkward looks and looked up at him.
"Your the new girl Ebony, right?" He said.
"Who's asking?" I replied.
"I'm Jace." He said.
"Good for you. I can't believe you know your own name." I smirked and Beth slightly giggled.
"Well I figured you'd need it." He grinned.
"And why is that?" I asked.
"Because you'll be screaming it later." He whispered, bringing back memories.
"Is that all you got?" I snickered.
"Hey, leave her alone." Carl said, coming over.
"Always wanted to stretch a virgin." Jace cooed disturbingly.
"Who said I was a virgin?" I immediately regretted saying that, although only Beth, Carl and Jace heard.
"Bad girl?" Jace mocked.
"It not a big deal." I replied shyly.
"Yes it is!" Beth exclaimed angrily.
"It's really not-"
"Don't give me that crap." Beth said through gritted teeth.
"Well sometimes you don't have control over it!" I screamed and ran back to my cell. Beth ran after me and say next to me.
Carl thinks I'm a slut now, considering he ran off once I said I didn't pull a Virgin Mary.
"I'm so sorry." Beth cooed.
"I-it's okay." I stuttered.
"Who did it? Boyfriend? Brother? Oh my please don't tell me it was your-"
"Dad?" I finished as she nodded.
I stayed silent as a tear fell down my cheek.
"Oh my god." Beth said pulling me in.
"So y-you caught o-n?" I sighed as she nodded still embracing me.
"I don't want to l-look like a slut." I cried into Beth.
"Shh. You know your not. Don't worry about it."
Slut. I'm dirty, filthy and unclean.
I'm a slut.
