Merome-The bully I fell in love with

Should I?

(Hi im jay and this is my first book so please go easy on me)
Mitch's pov:
I woke up to the annoying sound of my alarm clock and tiredly turned it off. I slowly got up and smelled pancakes,I quickly got dressed and rushed down stairs. "Good morning sweetie!" my mom said "morning" I tiredly said back, "better eat fast the bus is almost here." my dad said. "Ok." I've never liked school because people bullied my for being gay, I told my parents and they understood because I was never good with the ladies, they'd never judge me but my dad would always tease me and say if I had a crush yet, but I would lie and say no. I had a crush on this one person ,Jerome, but he's the one that bullies me. I finished my breakfast,got my bag,and walked out my house. As I waited for the bus I saw him ,Jerome, I almost forgot ge lived next to me. He walked up to me "hey fag." he harshly said as he stood next to me but I just remained silent. I saw the bus come to where we were "not talking huh, looks like im gonna have to teach you a lesson later." I just keeped my head down and walked to the back of the bus.

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(**Magical skip time**)
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The bus finally came to a stop and I got off, as I walked in the school I saw my friend adam, "hey dood!" he kinda yelled. I just waved " hey,whats wrong,is it Jerome again,why do you even like him?" he angrily asked, adam was the only person I told that I liked him. I opened my mouth to say something but the bell interrupted me, adam quickly said his goodbyes and we went our separate ways. As I was walking to my class someone pushed me up against the lockers, when I saw who it was my heart slightly broke, it was Jerome and his gang Ty,Ian,Quintan, (I thinks thats how you spell it) and Vikk. Jerome dropped me and they all started to kick me and saying things like " no one will ever love you, your just a waste of space, you should go and kill yourself already!" their voices started to fade away and darkness started to surround me, I keep hearing voices but they were still faded. I started to open my eyes to see myself in the nurse office, I turned my head to see adam "finally your awake!" he said worried, I got up but almost fell down,luckily adam was here to catch me " I'll take you home" I just nodded. As we left the school and got in his car I asked "how long was I out?" "Just in time actually, school just ended." he said with his goofy voice, adam always knew how to make people smile and laugh. We got to my house and I was about to get out of his car when he said " you should really think about who you love but im just saying." I walked in my house,when I opened the door I saw a note on the couch,I pick it up and read it
"Dear mitch,
Me and you dad will be gone for a couple months, you can have friends over but no partys,there food in the fridge when you get hungry,we love you." I just smiled and put the note back on the couch.they usually are gone mostly because of business,then I remembered what happened at school and when to the bathroom, I got the one thing that has nevered failed me, my razor, I just started at it for a while then quickly put I back in the cabinet " I cant do this I mumbled to myself, I walked to my room and Layed on my bed, I turned my head to see myself looking at Jerome through my window, he was playing video games having fun while Im just here thinking about cutting myself. I saw him looked back at me, I blushes and quickly got off my bed, away from the window " did he see me?" I thought to myself. I waited awhile and looked back to the window and saw Jerome back to playing games again. I layed back on my bed and looked and my clock, 11:40 , " "its getting late I should get ready for bed" I said to myself. I took a quick shower and went to bed facing Jerome.

(Hi again, I just realized I messed this up right when I was done writing. If you notice to ill fix it next chapter, but thats the end of this one hoped you liked it)