I'm conflicted. Conflicted and afraid of the future. I want more, but I'm scared to achieve it. I don't deserve more. Do I deserve more? Love and success to their extremes.... How fitting for my extreme personality. He knows more than me. He's smarter than me. He has more than me. Teach me, love me, commit to me, but don't see my flaws. I'm all over the place, living the real life of Sex Life minus the sex. Checking my phone every time it buzzes, hoping it's Brad, then disappointed that it's Cooper. Except mine's nothing like Cooper. Mine doesn't have the buttoned-up suit, the corporate job, the mansion in Greenwich. Mine is happy and go-lucky through and through, but never serious, nor refined. I love the glamour of Billionaire Brad, but maybe that's just because I've never had it. I crave it and it scares me at the same time. Am I too deep in it with Cooper. Why couldn't Brad enter my life later? Why couldn't Brad be taller? Why couldn't Brad be Cooper? Goddamnit. Just choose for me before I really fuck this up.
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More Conflict, Less Love
RomanceFollow along this true story of a girl trying to figure out if she should stay with her boyfriend of two years or run off with a Billionaire's son in real time. Should she take the risk and seek more or live the simple life with a man who supports h...
