When German Girl, Lena Müller, and British Boy, Lando Norris fall in love and discover that life isn't always how you plan it to be. Sometimes things are harder. And sometimes things are completely unexpected.
TW List at the start of book!!!!
~ Tri...
The next morning I woke up hearing the bath running. I was quite confused to be honest because I knew Lando was more of a shower guy but then I opened my eyes to see my beautiful boy.
"Morning, sleepyhead" he said as he stroked my head. "I thought we could start the day with a relaxing bath together" he said. Fuck, he knew me so well. He knew a bath would always calm me down when I was struggling and stressed. He took me to the bathroom and got in the bath with me. I don't know what it is about cuddling Lando when you're in the bath but it just feels so good. Maybe because you're able to see every. single. part. of him. He just gave me butterflies all the time. Those butterflies were fucking permanent. We didn't spend too long in the bath because we were flying to Monaco that day. I asked my actual dad, the king of fucking germany, about staying in Monaco and he said it was fine. Don't get me wrong, I love Germany with my whole heart but there's something about Monaco that just makes you want to live there forever. Maybe because Lando was in it.
We got back to Monaco and we let Daxie run wild around the apartment. She needed to have some zoomies before falling asleep. I picked her up and we took her to our bed. I always loved cuddling our fur baby while I slept.
We went to the next race a week later and I had such a horrible feeling about it. Lando was completely unfocused on the race and I just knew something bad was going to happen. He got in the car and everything was okay until he spun off and crashed with such high impact. The car split in half... he got taken straight to hospital and his heart wasn't beating at all. No... surely he wasn't dead... he couldn't be dead... they tried everything and then came to the waiting room and told me everything. All that came out of my mouth was "NO!!!! HE'S NOT DEAD!!!! HE CAN'T BE!!!!" I screamed. I couldn't do this without him... life was too evil for me to do it without him. Until I felt some hands on me.
"Lena?? Lena!!! Wake up!!!" I heard Lando's voice. I then felt Daxie's tongue licking my face and I woke up. Lando was there... we were still in our bedroom... did I have a nightmare?? "Lena, baby, look at me. You're safe. It was just a nightmare" he said. I was finally able to breathe again. That nightmare felt so real... I gripped onto Lando's arm and held tighter than ever.
"You... you were... dead" I said through my breaths.
"Shh... Shh... It was just a dream, Lena. I'm right here with you, alive and well" he said. He got me a drink and we cuddled up again but I couldn't sleep... all that was in my head was the fear of his next race happening...
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