A like Allergy ...
Allergy in itself is nothing terrible, but what is it like to have allergies to yourself? I know... when that one person you love makes you want to disappear ...when you don't want to be rude because she didn't do anything to you, but inside you still resent her ...
and when you feel that in every respect she is better in the eyes of others, and in yours too...
and you think how she feels, being so perfect, and she secretly thinks the same about you... it's a vicious circle that I will continue to circle forever.
