The perfect companion | Sansang

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He really purrs, Yeosang thought, as San stroked his back. He had woken up with his head resting on his chest and hadn't identified that strange noise until his brain cleared.

"I love that you purr when I touch you" he raised his head and San smiled at him.

"Good morning."

"Some pain?"

He assessed his body, "No, I..." heat warmed his cheeks, "I'm turned on again."

"You're definitely in heat."

"I don't understand, I've never done it before."

San continued to stroke his fingers along his back, "I've been thinking about that, I think I know why."

"Okay, explain it to me because this is scaring me a little bit" Yeosang didn't want to lie to him and really wanted an explanation, "It's like I don't know my own body anymore."

"Ever since your father died you have lived surrounded by human beings, your instincts have only become stronger after meeting me."

"Yes...it's humiliating."

That made him stop, "Why?"

"Because now I jump on you or climb trees when I'm scared, think about it. Your mother, for example, probably thinks I'm pathetic, a werewolf would have growled at her or something, not me. I ran to your side and I practically knocked you down in the shower."

His head bounced on his chest as he laughed, "I think you're adorable."

"You're not the one who's always shaking and scared, I can't even think, it's like you flip a switch in my brain to turn it off and the next thing I know I'm on top of you or on top of something. I say to myself,  stop, get down and be brave, but my body doesn't listen to me."

"You are part puma and I am a werewolf, my animal usually kills yours, it is natural that you run away and climb to the top of whatever you find. It is an instinct strongly rooted in your genes" his hand rubbed his back again "Hell, sometimes I see rabbits and I take a few steps towards them before I can stop, I want to chase it and eat it, I have been fighting against those impulses all my life. "

"Oh really?"

"Yes, I could tell you a lot of embarrassing things I did before I met you."

"Like what?"

"In high school, I decided to date a cute human, I liked her and she was hot. I was fifteen and very hormonal, I asked her out and bought her flowers, I was very nervous because I didn't know how human beings behave during a date. She opened the door for me with her cat in her arms, that thing went crazy, hissed at me, panicked and ran out the door...I went out after him, the cat climbed a tree and while I was trying to think of a way to get it down, she approached me to see what was happening..."

" I had to hide my face from her because I had started to change and I couldn't answer her questions because my voice had gotten deeper. She thought I was a weirdo and that was why I had scared her cat, I left and she avoided looking at me every time we passed each other in the hallway until she left two years later."

Yeosang smiled, "I'm sorry."

"Later, when I started to become a man I attended my first pack race" he paused, "You probably don't want to hear this."

"Go on."

He blushed, "Imagine a hormonal teenager on his first race with the pack, we all gathered under a tree before changing and when I saw all those naked men and women, my dick got as hard as a rock. I couldn't take off my pants because everyone would notice and having an erection is considered rude unless it's mating season."