business rivalry

ch 1

2021
I was peacefully studying. After completing my work I opened the youtube and started listening to songs.
I was going through the comment section. Suddenly, I saw a comment saying, "I am a blue star"💙💟" They gave this emoji. I became curious I started to search and got to know that it's a group called Universe. It has 6 members. Naruto, seojun, Ryoichi,gojo, Alexander and James... my favourite was Kakashi. The moment he said, "Hey guys,  Ryoishi Ito, this side", I fell in love with him.
At that time my age was 13 th.
Just like that lyric

When I was 13 I had my first love....

I started to fall in love with him.
I started to imagine him and me in Bollywood songs like Ab Mujhe Raat Din, Tum Hi Ho and many other songs

I saw many videos of him and found out that he is depressed. He doesn't have any friends, and he is very lonely, but still, he remains happy for his fans and his teammates.

I feel that his life and my life are still kind of similar.

If I saw him in real life I would run to him and hug him and say that he is not alone....

I saw how the managers were still misbehaving with him but his members were friendly towards him....

After many days of admiring him, and loving him, I realized one thing. That he can't be mine. Someone said it is true that we can't get our first love...

"We can only see the moon from far away. We can't reach it like how we can't reach our first love"

I said to myself and kept admiring the moon while holding the book
'Wuthering Heights' by Emily brontë.

'Why are you sleeping late?'

I turned around to see my dad, who was a very loving dad to me, glaring.

'Yes Dad I am going to sleep'

She closed the door of her balcony, opened her phone and then his picture. She admired him. She said in her mind :

'I hope I can meet you in my next life'

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To be continued......