as if it would be enough
to lose
5 pounds
10 pounds
20 pounds
30 pounds
as if it would be enough
to stick my fingers down my throat
1 times
15 times
50 times
100 times
as if it would be enough
to look in the mirror and see
ribs
bony shoulders
flat tummy
thigh gap
as if it would be enough
to watch myself
lose weight
lose reality
lose control
lose myself
