Lilith (A Continuing Diary Of Love Story)

One chapter for everything

Hi, everyone. I'm Lilith, he's the one who named me that haha. This story's gonna be interesting because I'll write everything here. So that, one day, I'll look back into this and see how I experienced to be loved. And I hope, if that time comes, I wish to reread this story, with the same person on my side.

So yeah, without further a do, let's get started!

This diary/story will probably be filled with a lots of periods and "haha" and it's okay, it's part of everything.

Should I just use dates? Yeah, let's mention some important dates later on.

06-26-2023
This was our first day in school as sophomores. Haha crazy how hated the phrase "Love at first sight", not until it happened to me. I was sitting on the first chair of the first row and the first column that can be easily found the first thing you enter the room. I always take the same spot, and so my friends are with me, of course. We sat with each other, I call them my Bugans hahaha. So yeah, when I turned my head around, his eyes caught my attention. I'm addicted by his eyes the first time I saw it. He always wear a mask at school, because he's insecure about his looks. So, I didn't actually get to see his bare face during the first week of class. But, still every time I got the chance, I always look at the back just to catch his eyes. Can you believe that? But of course, I always maintain naman my composure because I want to act neutral. During the first day of class, we can't not deny that self-introduction is a culture haha, that's when I was able to know his name. Hero Ace, as beautiful as his eyes, right? Wahhh I was really mesmerize by everything. So when I got home, my sister struck the question, " naay oshi?". Oshi in our sisteret language means "pogi". And I immediately change my clothes and said Yesssss. Her eyes lit up, she told me that I have to take a picture of that oshi for her to decide whether or not he's oshi ba talaga. And I told her that it's quite impossible because I don't have any reason to approach him, and we just laugh it off.

Days passed by so easily at school. A short background, I'm actually a good student, I quite excel in class, so that's why, even if I tried so hard to keep myself low. The people around me, really praise me with everything, making me noticeable. That's how everything started. Oh, I forgot to tell, we're actually nursing students hehe, so we call our professors as CI or Clinical Instructors.
So back to the topic, our CI in MCN I always have an assessment ready every day. Which means we have to deal with pre-tests and post-tests before and after every discussions. Tough right? Hahaha. She had this rule wherein those, who got low scores will be transfered in front, which of course made me a li'l bit sad because I really want to stay in front because, I don't wanna sleep in class, which I do every time I'm sitting at the back. So then it happens that some of my classmates actually failed the quizzes so I have to be at the back. That's when Ace's seatmate was one of the students who failed, well yeah, you now probably know the rest of the story hahahaha. So yeah, it was me who exchanged seats with Ace's seatmate, making me his seatmate for the rest of the class days. Why? Because, we probably won't fail those minor quizzes, you know hahaahaha. Surprisingly, he took the initiative to talk to me about this and that, I already forgot hahahaa. But, what I observed from him is that, he didn't took advantage of me being his seatmate. I thought, he's like those guys with pretty face who loves to copy his seatmate during exams. Eyyy he didn't. And when I got home, I immediately shared the news to my sister, saying he's not bobo ahhahahaa. And she jokingly said, "Wow Ms. Nerd meets Mr. Cool x Nerd", hahahaha my sister really is nuts.

07-17-2023

So yun, we actually conversed really well for days to weeks and surprisingly this date was the date we took our first photo together and his first message on messenger hahahaha.

Wahhhh I even have documentations ha hahaha laptrip. Pero let's continue hahahaa. I even made this as my wallpaper you know ahahha. So what made him chat me was that, during class kasi, I told him that I'll help him write his drug study but then the teacher already so I couldn't find a chance to help him write it. So, I was in the middle of my gaming that night when it popped out and bang I was smiling na agad jusq. I told him to wait since I was in-game hahaha. Oh, he used to be an ML player that time so he ask me if he could join the next game, so yeah we played afterwards and then after that he told me what I wrote above na. You know what, I was actually sas, when he chatted why i didn't help him, because my mind has this thought that maybe he's actually just a user. I'm a realist kasi, I look both sides of possibilities, may it be good or bad, I pictured them all. That's why I act like "hard-to-get" girl, telling him that his night shift is over, that he can now talk to her ghurls and all hahahaa how mean of me, but we never know diba haahhaa let's be careful with our heart.