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Y/N'S POV
Was I dumb?
Or....
I did not focus in the class?
No way! I was a brilliant student. Not a topper but atleast I studied enough to get through the semesters.
I swear, they never taught us about this stuff in the school; not even in high school. Even the Human reproduction chapters weren't that extended and straight-forward back then, neither I heard anything from my mother nor any of my friends talked to me about it.
And that is, S£x Education stuff.
How did I never know anything about it?
Rosy and Ji-so were with me all my life, in school, in high school and even in college then how is that they knew and I never?
I asked them of course, they said it's because I never dated anyone before, also because I always refused to go to clubs and bars with them during my peak years of teenage.
Well, back then I thought that studying was more important however, now that I look at my condition it feels like all that over work was for nothing.
In the last week, I learnt a lot, or better, got traumatized a lot.
Rest in peace, my eyes, which lost their purity while seeing something I shouldn't have seen.
Before I could start off with the books they got for me, they kept a whole two hours session of s£x education, and they were very serious about it.
Later what they did is something that I'll never forgive them for.
We three watched an adult film. Together. Just the three of us.
And it left me traumatized for another whole week. I felt like puking out, I couldn't meet Taehyung's eyes; I couldn't even meet my own eyes. I wanted to die and reborn again with a new set of memories. That's how much trauma it caused me.
Honestly, I could've lived my life much more peacefully even without watching that.
Adults do this gross kind of stuff?!
I knew that when two people are together, as couples, they kiss eachother and their bodies but I never thought that there was more to it.
After that it's today when I build up the courage to read the smut books they gave me. I would lie if I say that I was not curious, who wouldn't be? I wanted to know more; much more about that world.
Is it actually as gross in real life as it is in the movies?
Could there be a difference between making love and doing what they were doing without the display of any emotions? I saw the actions not the emotions so how would I know until I actually feel it myself. I need to know.
