Sonic , Detrás de un rostro feliz . . .

I hate me

I hate my life . my past . my possible future. . .

I hate feeling empty when I have everything within my reach. . . .

I don't want to be me.
I want to be like someone who is stable. Physically and Mentally. . . .

Do I need to be well?

Am I the one who is wrong?

* Sighs *

Do I need to stop being me to be well?

Or what do I need to feel alive?

I thought I should stop feeling like this but. . . Can't

I already have a savior.
-Shadow.

And with that you should be fine. Or not ?

Say . I also have friends. I'm not doing bad at school. . . .

WHAT THE HELL AM I MISSING?!!!

I hate myself more than before for not being able to feel good. . . .

Wait . What if that's what hurts me?

Hate me?

Shadow has told me that I should be okay with myself.

But I do not know how . . .

Ahs!

I hate myself so much !!!!!