Scars of the past|2min

Hellevator

So since this story had more votes than impossible love-heongho, i'll be posting it and then after finishing this book i'll continue the others.
⚠️ i just saw that they are tied 😭😭 what should i do? Both has same nb of votes help!
Here's the 1st chapter i hope you like it and please tell me if you do, lemme know if there's something i should work on to make it better and that's it.
Also try to know what the upcoming events would be cuz I prepared almost everything for this story I even decided the end sooo:)
That's it enjoy!

Listen to hellevator while reading this part hehe

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⚠️CONTAINS SLIGHT SMUT⚠️

It was a normal day, as the sun streaming through the window of their cozy room, causing a warm glow over seungmin's face as he woke up, but as he reached out to pull his boyfriend closer he was met with empty sheets leaving him thinking about where his boyfriend would go to this early in the morning, soon smiling as he saw him entering the room fully dressed, which was certainly odd..
"Let's break up" the latter said first thing after their night together, and after leaving seungmin on that bed last night messy not caring to help him clean or anything.. coming to say his good morning which turned out to be different from how people usually say it..

And there seungmin sat in stunned silence as his ex-boyfriend's words echoed in his mind. "You were just a fling, kim seungmin," he had said, his voice dripping with indifference. "I never loved you." The pain of betrayal cut deep, tearing at seungmin's heart as he struggled to comprehend the callousness of his former lover's words.

But the final blow came when he received an unexpected invitation to his ex's wedding. Unable to resist the cruel twist of fate, seungmin attended the ceremony, his heart heavy with sorrow and disbelief.

Standing outside the venue, he watched in agony as his boyfriend, or now to be called his ex-boyfriend exchanged vows with another, his dreams shattered in an instant. He didn't want to believe what happened, he just convinced himself that all this was a prank somehow.. but seeing him now in his suit kissing his bride just shattered him even more making him feel stuck in a hellevator.

Unable to bear the sight any longer, he fled the scene, seeking solace in the numbing embrace of alcohol. With each drink, he tried to drown out the pain, but it only intensified, consuming him from within.

The poor heartbroken guy ended up on the street waddling his feet while each step he took made him sink into his deep thoughts of a reason that made his ex just leave him without any word spoken, after leaving him on that bed the other morning, leaving him that wedding invitation on the shelf shamelessly after breaking the news of breaking up to him first thing after having his time with him the night before.

All these thoughts made him want to disappear, even alcohol didn't help in escaping from his bitter reality.. and after walking under the dim sky, under the moon's light with the streetlights lightning his way although he wasn't able to focus on the road, he found himself in front of the one and only, Lee Minho' s house, and reality hit him as he wobbled on his feet towards the wooden door wanting to escape this reality.. wanting an embrace from him wanting someone to snatch him out of his dark hole which was swallowing him right back into it whenever he thought about everything.. was it all his fault from the very beginning? He couldn't even get answers what he got was only a silent treatment and humiliation from his ex leaving him stuck in that morning's events even after 2 days passing by..

The boy pressed the buzzer as he stood anxiously in front of it, his heart pondered in his chest as he waited for an answer.
Minutes has passed by as he thought the boy would be asleep this late at night, before the door finally swung open revealing Minho standing on the other side eyes widening at the sight of the boy in front of him, disheveled and reeking of alcohol, drunk and messy.

"Seungmin?" He exclaimed, his voice filled with concern "what are you doing here at this hour? Are you okay?"

Seungmin shook his head, his throat felt dry as he felt like he could collapse any moment, then subconsciously collapsed into minho's arms with a heavy sigh "i.. i need.." the boy couldn't utter a word as his tears dared to fall on his beautiful face, leeknow wrapped his arms around him holding him close as he guided him inside.

"Come on" he said leaning on the couch and asking softly, caressing the singer's cheeks softly "tell me what's wrong? What happened?" He genuinely asked ready to throw hands at whoever hurt his best friend this badly for him to come in this state drunk to him in the middle of the night.

"He.. he left me" he choke out as he recalled the events once more in his mind "my boyfriend.. he left me for someone else.. and now.." he stopped as he laughed maniacally at the state he was currently in "now he's getting married.. and i can't... i can't understand what i've even done wrong i.." the poor boy's tears traveled down his face to fall on the cold floor leaving his eyes coloured a shade of red puffing and wet.

Leeknow watched him in silence, his heart aching for the pain he saw reflecting in his eyes "I'm sorry seungmin.." he murmured "but you don't have to go through this alone, i'm here for you okay?" The latter said as he rubbed his back gently, knowing he sucked at consoling people but he tried his best to do so.. promising himself to beat that fucker up for hurting seungmin like that and shattering his heart into pieces.
Seungmin nodded but continued to question in his head, what was the mistake he made to receive this? Was it all his own fault that made his ex just dash him off like that?

"Imagine he.. he woke up and dressed leaving me on the bed fucking messed up after having his way with me and.. he just said let's break up leaving the invitation on the shelf.. was i bad? Did i not satisfy him enough? Tell me what did i do wrong Minho!?" The boy broke down in front of his friend, clutching at his own hair as tears continued to fall from his glass precious eyes for someone who doesn't deserve him at all.. "it wasn't your fault, you hear me seungmin? it's his fault for being a fucking dickhead! Don't let your precious tears fall for someone unworthy like him, he doesn't deserve you" minho said, anger obvious in his tone as he felt his blood boil hearing how much of a fucker the boy's ex was, and he only got angrier seeing Seungmin blame himself for it.

Seungmin only continued to sob more, burying his face into the crook of his comfort person, clutching on his shirt tightly as he let his tears fall, feeling the embrace of the older.

And in that moment, as they held each other close, the boundaries between them blurred, their bodies drawn together by an unspoken need for comfort and connection.

Without a word being spoken, the younger of the two aggressively kissed Leeknow, the kisses a desperate plea for escape from the pain that threatened to consume him. The older wasn't sure how to respond, but one thing he was sure of is that he wants Seungmin to feel better, even if it was through the younger using him to forget, even if this was the only way the younger was able to seek for his comfort, Minho was ready to happily provide it for him.

The older kissed back tasting the bitter taste of alcohol while doing so, his hands rubbing the singer's back softly as a way to console and reassure him, playing with his hair and cupping his puffy cheeks. He knew all this was a wrong thing to do, he also knew Seungmin would wake up regretting it the next morning, but he's ready to risk it all for the sake of his best friend right now, just so he could make him feel better even if it was only for tonight.

The two never broke their kiss, tongues fighting for dominance which neither of them cared who the winner would be, Leeknow being patient and just providing the boy with space to let him act on his pace. Soon seeing him discard himself from his own clothes and sinking himself on the older's cock deeply in a fast manner enough to make him feel the pain, to wash another pain deep inside him that he definitely knew wouldn't be erased so easily.

The pleasure taking over that pain which he also hoped would erase that broken feeling he felt deep in his shattered heart, moving faster and filling the house with his moans, hearing the older groan inside his ear as he continued to kiss him softly rubbing his back and playing with his hair softly still.

Seungmin smiled at the gesture and kept riding the dancer, bouncing up and down on his hard cock which filled him up and made him feel so good that he forgot about everything for the moment, and focused on that feeling of minho's cock buried deep inside him, chasing his and Minho's pleasure as they both came together, the singer collapsing on the bed after Cumming and getting filled with cum, feeling satisfied and drifting off to sleep before any of today's past events threatened to come back to his mind..