🎧 A Pearl ★ Mitski
Ship: O.de x Junhan
AngstSeungmin sat next to Hyeongjun, he attempted to hug the younger boy for the hundredth time. But he was immediately pushed away by him.
Seungmin usually didn't hug people, so all his failed attempts just made him want to hug people even less.
"Let me hug you! Quickly!" Seungmin exclaimed louder than he thought he would. Hyeongjun shook his head.
"You know what! Screw it! I've been patient enough with you! Being boyfriends, I would expect at least one fucking hug!" Seungmin stood up. He was even louder. He started walking away, Hyeongjun quickly ran after him.
"Seungmin! P-please, you know what would happen if you got with me" He held onto Seungmin's hand, but he shook off the younger boy's hand.
"Sorry! I can't take your touch Seungmin, I told her you that would be what happened if you dated me!" Hyeongjun tried defending himself. But Seungmin wasn't having it at all.
"You told me that you wouldn't be very generous in kisses, not hugs!" Seungmin was about to walk out of the door. But Hyeongjun made him stay.
"What's so hard! Look at my members! They hug each other and they don't even like each other in the same way" Seungmin was rarely this mad. And it was never towards Hyeongjun. Until now, Seungmin was mad at Hyeongjun. It made the latter extremely upset. His biggest fear, ever since they started dating, was that Seungmin would loose interest in him.
And the day finally happened.
Seungmin had never been hostile to him.
"I practically jeopardize my career for you for you to act absent!" Tears of frustration left his eyes. Seungmin was part of a band under jyp entertainment. He risqued (a/n: is that how you spell it? I can't remember) his career for this boy. A boy that wouldn't even hug him back.
"In the year that we have been dating, you run away anytime I'm nearby, it's like you don't even like me" Seungmin's voice broke, he had almost ended his career. He had almost been caught going out with Hyeongjun.
Hyeongjun couldn't find the right words. He couldn't even find the energy to make Seungmin stay next to him.
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"Geez, someone's mad" Gunil said immediately after hearing the door slam. Seungmin didn't respond. He just pushed both Jooyeon and Jiseok off the couch.
"Oh god, what's wrong?" Seungmin might've been mad sometimes, but he would never be physically aggressive.
That's when everyone knew that something bad- really bad, had happened.
"Are you not in the mood to talk?" Jungsu asked behind him. Seungmin didn't answer. The other four looked at each other. They didn't know what to do. Whether they should leave Seungmin alone or if they should make him talk.
They decided on the former.
Even a couple of days later, the only time Seungmin would talk it would be when the cameras were on.
He hadn't even seen Hyeongjun in those day. The members were worried, both for Seungmin and for Hyeongjun. They had no idea in what state the younger boy was.
"Will you tell us what happened?" Jooyeon asked again, with Jiseok besides him. They were expecting Seungmin to shake his head as always, but, this time, he actually opened his mouth.
"Hyeongjun won't hug me" He said quietly, the two boys looked at each other. They didn't know how to respond. "Well you knew that when you started dating him" Jiseok said, but Seungmin already stood up. He wasn't in the mood to hear someone defend Hyeongjun's actions.
All that he wanted was Hyeongjun to hug him back. For Hyeongjun to accept a hug from him.
And he feared that would never happen. Especially now that they aren't even seeing each other.
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A/n
This was my first time writing angst so I hope it was good enough!
-Jude out!
21.04.24
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Xdinary Heroes Boy x Boy Oneshots (On Hiatus)
FanfictionJust read the title •I don't ship the members and neither should you •English isn't my first language •Song at the start either helped me write the chapter or makes me think of the chapter Started: 16.04.24 Ended: