I started to feel this feeling.
I don't know why but I just feel it.
Whenever I took a second glance.
I would feel it by chance.
Is this fear, loneliness or despair?
It always visit my mind and stare.
It is like a fire that supported by the wind.
It scattered all the way and burns.
Why so cruel to me and only me?
Grudge against thy self I plea.
No matter what I do I feel.
Unless, unless I start to kill.
Every emotions felt like small to big droplets.
It poured like a rain feel it to the fullest.
Unless, unless I cried to stop this feeling.
The thirstiness of my soul is unveiling.
Please listen to me and hear.
The blood drops that become a tear.
I am so sorry I hurt you.
The me that was so wild and still not true.
