Ich Liebe Dich, Lena ~ pt 2

☆ Twenty-One ☆

I was smoking way more than ever. I just couldn't deal with anything. I was at the palace. I hadn't moved any of my stuff out of Lando's apartment mainly because I just didn't want to drag myself back to him. I was doing it for his safety. I decided to do an insta live just to say hi to everyone. It was going really well except for the fact that I looked horrendous because of how much I had been smoking. I was reading through chat and he was there...

@landonorris
have you been smoking more?

Fuck. Why was he here? I read it out and took a deep breath. "Yes I have. I've needed it" I said. I kept looking in the chat and I kept finding myself looking for his name.

@landonorris
Please stop smoking, Lena. you know how bad it is for you

I read out his chat again. In that moment I decided I was done with them. I was going to stop for him. I went out to the balcony and dropped the tobacco off the side of the balcony. I went back to my seat and looked at the chat again. I knew I was still in love with him but I didn't want him to get hurt but then I realised. I was a fucking princess. I could get my so-called father killed if I wanted to. "Fuck it. Lan, you're at the race, right?" I asked. I waited for Lando's chat.

@landonorris
Yeah, I'm here. Are you okay, Lena? Do you need me for something?

I read out his chat again. "Yeah. I'm fine" I said. I turned off the live and packed my suitcase. I was going to get my man back. I got on the private plane that my family had and I flew over to Texas. I knew Lando wasn't meant to be back racing this early but I knew he was using it as a distraction to not think about me. I got there the next day and someone let me in. No one knew that we broke up so they let me in the paddock with no questions even though I didn't have a paddock pass. I saw Lando with his back towards the paddock entrance and he was talking to Oscar. Oscar saw me but kept quiet so I was able to run behind Lando and cover his eyes.

"Guess who..." I said. He turned around within a second when he heard my voice. He picked me up and started spinning me around.

"Lena!!!!!" He screamed as he spun me around. He put me back down and looked into my eyes. "What are you doing here?" He said. I could see the tears showing up in his eyes. They weren't sad tears at all. They were tears of love.

"I couldn't do it any longer" I said. I showed Lando the message from my so-called father. "That's the reason I broke up with you. I didn't want you getting hurt. I know what he's capable of. But I don't care about that anymore. I have guards prepared to take action if he tries to hurt us. I'm so sorry for breaking your heart like that, Lan." I said. Lando hugged me tightly and I felt at home again. Home in his arms.

"Lena, there's nothing to be sorry about. I'm just glad you're safe. And as long as you're here, nothing else matters" he said. He placed a soft kiss on my forehead and continued to hold me close.

"So you'll take me back?" I asked

"I never stopped loving you, Lena. Of course, I'll take you back" he said.

"Kiss me then" I said. Within a second he pressed his lips onto mine. It was a full on makeout session in the middle of the paddock. Literally we used all of our tongues. We just needed to taste each other again (In more ways that you think). He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me close to him and he pushed his knee in between my thighs. Fucking little shit. He was trying to make me horny in the middle of the paddock. He pushed me more onto his knee and made me forcefully grind on it. Fuck... We literally had to run to his driver room because we were both about to explode. We were back. And I was never letting him go again.