Love Me Again

Love me

Izzy

No more!

No more lies!

No more crying!

No more restless nights!

I'm finished.

My bags were packed and so was the baby bag. He was supposed to be out with his friends but they said they haven't seen him in two days. They thought he was having 'baby momma drama' but no, I was the one who was stressed while he had an affair. The baby started crying.

Izzy- Shhh honey. It's okay.

I hummed a song to her while rocking her car seat.

Once I had her strapped in the car, I got our bags in and drove off. I hope he's happy.

One mistake can ruin your whole life believe it or not. Even if you don't believe it, it's still gonna happen. That's just the way the universe works.

We have a hours left of a drive ahead of us.

You're probably wondering why I didn't just take a plane. Well, when your ex boyfriend who deals with a gang is looking for you, anything he can use to trace your name will lead him to you.

He can't find me until he is ready. But I'm not gonna forget my girls. We'll keep in touch.

21 hours later

The drive was slightly longer because I had to stop to feed the baby, myself, or get gas. But here we are.

This place is perfect for a growing family.

Prince could have been here. If only he would love me again.

Prince

What have I done. She finally left, and at what cost? A hoe? I need her back. I need my daughter back. Something could happen to them.

I panicked and called the whole crew up. Yeah most of them retired but this is urgent.

Jadé- Hold on, my baby momma is where? Oh wait you don't know. See, niggas is out to get you, and you let her slip away like that? You stupid?!

Prince- I don't know what I was thinking. But will y'all help me find her?

They all nodded and Ray raised his hand.

Ray- Are you sure she wants to be found? I mean you should give her some time. Y'all fighting won't be good for the baby and I'm pretty sure y'all can't just do the "you get her every other week" thing cause she won't know who momma is. Let her breath.

Prince- I can't do this without her.

Rina- What? Cheat? You need somebody to hurt in order to live? Let her go for a while. Don't talk to her for a month or two. We can check up on her for you.

Jadé- Yeah, then we can tell you if she talks about you. Then you will know she still cares. Oh we'll see if she leaves any clues for you.

I put my head in my hand and instantly got hot. I can't do this. I punched a hole in the wall and slapped everything off the counter.

Prince- Fuck! I'm so stupid! What if she never comes back? Huh?! what am I gonna do?!

Krys would know where she is. In fact, where is she?

Prince- Where's Krys?

Prod- She said she was taking the kids somewhere.

Roc- What if she is with Izzy, or at least knows where she is?

Ray- Yeah, Izzy and Krys are like this *crosses fingers*

Jojo- So are the other girls.

Rina- If you're implying we know where home girl is, your dead wrong. I'm sure nobody wants to mess with Prince and end up like that wall.

Everyone looked at the hole in the wall that we all suddenly forgot about.

Prince- Okay, okay. Just let me know if anything turns up.

Everyone left my house and I locked the door behind them and began to clean. Izzy never liked a dirty house... *picks up things*

Or the smell of weed in the bedroom

*puts sheets in laundry basket*

Or when I let the laundry bin overflow.

*brings laundry bin to basement*

When I came upstairs, I went straight to the shower as the water hit me,it reminded me of when Izzy would lay on my back pretending to be a masseur.

After I got out, I towel dried and put on boxers. I climbed into the cold bed. I can't get used to this.

I need my baby back. I need her to love me again.

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