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Then I was suddenly filled with anger. I wasn't an angry person, I didn't know what happened. I guess I snapped, this whole situation was pushing all my buttons and I was fed up.
I immediately jumped out of bed, picked up a glass cup and chucked it across the room, causing it too shatter. I then walked over to the shards on the floor and picked them up in my hand.
What was happening to me?
I then closed my hand into a fist.. Blood started pouring like a waterfall. I immediately let go of my tense fist and watched a few pieces of glass fall.
I shot back in pain as I shook my hand.
Most glass was stuck in my hand. Why did I do that? I didn't feel like myself. Something came over me and I didn't like it.
I rushed over to the sink and rinsed cold water over it, bad idea.
After picking out any extra glass pieces I put them in the bin along with the other shards still left on the floor.
I sat back down on my bed and stared at my hand. At least 20 different cuts.
I didn't like this version of myself, I genuinely don't know why I done it. That incident at the party had ruined my life.
I decided I was going to distance myself from everybody. Bad idea? Maybe. But right now it seems I keep making bad ideas.
I decided to quickly bandage my hand before going to sleep.
-next morning-
Today I found out if Cedric would be taking apart of the triwizard tournament. I felt strange, really strange.
I changed into my robes like normal and tried to forget about last night but I just couldn't, I was so disappointed in myself.
I went into the bathroom, brushed my hair and my teeth and then went to put my shoes on.
I walked out my dorm, gently shutting the door behind me. Infront of me stood Cho- Chang.
"Do you happen to know where Cedric is?" She said, with a painfully beautiful smile on her face.
"Why do you want to know?" I answered back as I turned my body around to fully face her as she took a step forward, towering over me slightly.
"Well, since he gave me the common room password and told me to meet him before class I'd assume he would like to meet me, now, could you tell me where his dorm is?" She said as she crossed her arms, only smiling more. It came back, that anger, that feeling from last night.
"If you really care to be with him why don't you just glue yourself to him, look like you already are though whenever you follow him around like a puppy dog" I said coldly as I nudged past her, hearing her slightly scoff and slowly walk towards the common room.
I watched as Cedric walked down the boys stairs, he started heading in my direction but I was speed walking away.
"Yn what's the matter with yo-" He tried to talk to me as I cut him off. "What's the matter with your obsessed girl" I said as I turned around, right at that second Cho called on him as he darted his head round to face him. "Oh hey Cho!" He smiled as he started walking towards her.
I watched as he walked towards her. He then for some reason, only feet before her, turned back to face me. "Cross your fingers for me to get in?" He smiled as I scoffed and walked away.
Why did she have to be there. I hate her.
I decided to go down to the Slytherins, I haven't been to their common room in ages.
Pansy noticed me first, "ynn!" She said as she called me over. Thank god she did or else I'd be lurking there for no reason.
"Look who finally decided to see us" Draco said under his breath as I sat down. "Huh" I replied back, to make him know I heard.
"Oh nothing, maybe the fact you've hardly spoke to us and have been with your little perfect boyfriend instead" Draco said as he looked up at me and made intense eye contact. Jeez.
"Draco calm it down, she's in love you can't blame her" Pansy snapped at him as she gave him a death look. Draco rolled his eyes and started twirling around his ring. Awkward.
"Speaking of Cedric, how are you guys? Not talked about your love life in ages" Pansy said as she turned to face me as she smiled.
"Not the best" I replied, that was pretty much a bomb for the whole group as they all darted their eyes to look at me.
"Wha-" Draco started to say before getting cut off by Pansy clicking her fingers. "Don't speak now Draco, whats happened?" Pansy asked as she placed a hand on my thigh.
"Well, he's basically just been-" I was cut off from a voice coming from a bit behind me calling my name. I turned around to see Cedric with two first year slytherins.
"Come, we're going to breakfast" he said as he walked over to me.
"Ok" I said quietly as I walked towards him.
Just before leaving the common room I turned my head back to the group, and shook my head slightly as I bit my lip a little. Cedric had his hand on my wrist as he noticed my bandage.
"What have you done now?" He said as the door closed behind us.
"Nothing it was just hurting every time it touched anything after I slept on it funny so this kind of helps" I said as I brought my hand out of his grip as we walked side by side.
"Why are you pissed at me?" He asked with a funny look as he stopped in his tracks.
"Funny you should ask" I said as I continued walking.
"Don't be like this when I'm about to find out if I'm in a tournament cmon" He said as rushed in front of me and put his hand on my cheek.
He brought me in for a kiss and I didn't try get out of it, in fact we had to hide behind a pillar to stop anybody from seeing how heated it was getting.
After a few minutes we started walking to breakfast, his arm around my waist.
As we settled down at the table Cho didn't come this time, thank god.
Dumbledore cleared his throat as we all turned to face him, excited to hear who was competing. A name shot out of the goblet.
The fire sparked in the goblet as the first two pieces of paper shot out, Victor Krum and Fleur Delacour.
Cedric looked hopefully as Dumbledore got the last piece of paper.
"And for our last champion... Cedric Diggory!"
Cedric lept out his seat, leaving me alone. Shaking Dumbledores hand and taking his paper as he walked towards the other champions down a staircase.
All of a sudden as we were all cheering the goblet set into another flame. The same flame as the other champions.
Dumbledore slowly walked towards it as another piece of paper flew into his hands. There were some gasps from across the hall.
He looked at it for a second and then lifted his head.
"Harry Potter"
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The Maneater Of Hogwarts || yn x Hogwarts ||
Fanfic"Yn is everything I'm not" Suddenly the girl who was once forgotten by everybody, was suddenly wanted by everybody. You, the girl who was described to have every boy magically wrapped around your finger, finally had enough. Or did you bottle it all...
