one frame desert

I am trapped. I am trapped under the blazing sun, trapped like bird in a cage. but there are no bars, no walls, nothing I can see that can hold me back. freedom is not even a few feet from me, two steps and I would be free from this desert. but I am trapped, trapped in a single frame of time, as if i was stuck in a video a none moving video not able to move out of the edges of this box.
But i can see out of this prison's the walls are invisable to me, but why, why am i trapped under this beating sun on this burning sand in this prison that i can not see why why WHY. Of all the peaple of this world why must it be me, ME who is stuck in this unworldly trap were there is no answer to my problem to be found no NONE.Do i blame my problems on my god above to create such a trap that no man could ever belive to be real, or do I blame my self for stepping in to this frame that the human eye can not see or mabye the human eyes can not comprehend through sight.Is there even a reason to keep fighting for survivel at this point there is nothing I can brake, tare apart and worst of all nothing to lean against to cry in my defeat.
It feel as if i have been under this beating sun for hours as I have sat staring at my way home and knowing I'll never see it as if im a animal in a glass box just looking in defeat in my new home were i'll lay my head for the last time as i watch freedom slip away in fromt of my own eyes.I feel as if i'm one of those picture of a sad man a sad starving man stuck in magzine for ever now that will be my legacy. Till the end of time stuck in my one frame desert in till the end of time.