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Sunday 21st June, 1865
Dear d̶i̶o̶r̶y̶ Diary,
Now that I'm 10, I'm allowed to go into the forest.
I don't want to go there again though.
There was a reaaally cute rabbit.
But I killed it.
I didn't mean to. The old woman said I could make it fly.
I didn't make it fly.
Instead it just broke its neck.
She told me I will soon learn about what s̶a̶c̶r̶u̶f̶i̶s̶e̶ s̶a̶c̶r̶if̶i̶s̶e killing can do for me.
I don't know what she meant by that, but now I don't want to go in the forest.
Y/N
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What is this?
I don't remember writing this..
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Wednesday 3rd July, 1866
Dear Diary,
A bird came to my window last night.
I told it to go away, but it just kept shouting at me.
I stared it directly in its eyes and told it again.. But it exploded.
I told Dad, but he didn't say anything. Just cleaned my window and told me not to speak of it.
Y/N
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How can I forget something like this? It doesn't make sense. This is something you would remember as a child... Surely?
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Friday 8th May, 1868
Dear Diary,
I asked Dad if he could tell the old woman to stop speaking to me, but he just told me to tell her to go away. She doesn't listen though. Instead she keeps saying I need to make more sacrifices... Then I will get what I want.
I don't want to kill anything. It's not fair. I don't understand why she wont leave me alone.
Y/N
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Sunday 17th May 1868
Dear Diary,
I don't know how to put this into words..
I accidentally killed the postman.
The old woman said he was trying to kill me, so I pushed him away from our house, but he went really far.
I don't know how I did it.
I ran over to him to check if he was okay, but his head was all broken.
I don't know how I did it, but I feel funny now.
The old woman said "well done". But I don't understand why that is good.
I didn't mean to hurt him. The old woman made me do it.
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In Safe Hands +18 ~ BTS/SKZ/Reader
FantasyBTS + Stray Kids AU Inspiration taken from Howls Moving Castle, Shadow and Bone and Peaky Blinders. This story contains mature themes. Violence, sex, manipulation, sa, poverty, exploitation etc. Reader POV Photos all from Pinterest water marks left...
