Y/N'S POV
He's fucking back, oh my God what the fuck do I do?! I felt sad and happy that his here but why do I feel something weird?
My doorbell rings and I go to the front door and open it, standing outside is Bill looking happy but at the same time guilty.
"Why didn't you tell me you guys are here?" I confront as soon as he sat on my couch.
"Sudden plans." He simply said.
I scoff "Dude you brother," I point outside, "My ex boyfriend." I point to myself.
"Is here." I exhaled.
Fucking asthma, why do I feel like I have them?!
"Look, girl he has changed okay his a lot different now." He said.
I can tell.
"He ain't the same chickboy anymore, he lost his innocent face now he has this hotter look." He continues.
"I don't care Billy, his out there and his gonna get me." I said feeling all worried about my safety.
What could Tom be Capable at?
I don't know this New him he could be dangerous but really? Tom? Dangerous? I don't believe it.
"His much more than you think Y/n." Bill sighed, worried look all over his face.
"What do you mean?"
"You should have seen how he gets angry and what he can do, he became this dangerous guy when no camera is around when there is, his this typical good guy."
"I love my brother don't get me wrong I really do but sometimes I feel like he ain't him."
I really broke him huh, turned a perfectly pure innocent man into a heartless monster, Oh Tom I wish I could just bring back the time where you haven't met me maybe then you won't turn out like this.
I'm so sorry Miene Leibe.
"Can I talk to him?" I said with hope in my eyes.
"His at the motel right now, I can take you there if you want."
I nodded, I think it felt right to talk to him I hope this goes well, I love Tom more than everything.
Oh Tom I can lose everything but not you, Oh God not you.
How can I open my heart for someone new when everytime, I find myself dreaming of you?
Bill drove me to their motel, it wasn't luxury but a simple one I got out and shut the door same thing with Bill.
We walk to their room and as I get closer I feel like I'm about to vomit or something like this weird shit in my stomach.
Bill grab the door handle to Tom's room but before he twist it he looks at me with worried expression all over his face.
"I'll be at the other room if you need me okay?" He said and I nodded reassuring him.
He twist the door handle and I let myself in when I look around the insides were amazing but it was a one room with a small bathroom yet a comfy looking bed the place smells like cigarettes which I really hate, I look over at his side table near the TV and it has cigarettes on it and some of alcohol.
I took another step and someone walked in the room coming from the bathroom, it was Tom wearing blue jeans and a white turtleneck sweater that rested perfectly on his body.
I felt my breath getting heavier as we lock eyes with each other, his is cold and stern while I gave him soft and gentle look.
He was rubbing his hand with a handkerchief while his eyes never left mine he looks at me like I'm the most hated person in the world.
I suddenly felt weak and useless when he looks at me that way, I missed his gentle genuine smile every time he sees me.
Get it together Y/n you are here to talk.
"Tom--..." Before I could say more I got cut off by him.
"The audacity you have coming to my room." He said sternly throwing the handkerchief somewhere.
"I don't want to argue with you I just want to talk." I said trying to not stutter.
"What makes you think I would listen to whatever your gonna say?" He step forward getting closer to me.
"Why are you being like this Tom this isn't you." I said.
"This is what I have become."
"This is not the Tom I used to know."
"He is long gone, the moment you betrayed me I killed that person." His words cut deeper than knives.
It felt like I was getting stabbed, stomped, killed all over again.
Finally he stood right Infront of me.
"Now that I think of it your nothing special it was stupid of me to think you were." His cold voice made me wanna run away.
I stood my ground and look into his eyes trying to find some hope that he ain't like this that his just pretending but I failed, all I see is darkness.
My eyes looked down completely feeling sad and hurt.
"You know the truth is I never regret what I said, that your good for nothing gold digger." His voice darkened.
How dare he.
SLAP!
I find myself slapping him hard on the face, for as long as I remember I suddenly have tears streaming down my face.
He looks at me again more angrier than ever.
"You fucking bitch!" He push me enough for me to fall back.
"How dare you lay a hand on me!" He yelled.
I couldn't bring myself to say anything I just sat there tears streaming down my cheeks.
"You think you could just lay your filthy hand on me slut?" His voice makes me scared of him.
"Tom, please that's enough." I mumbled.
"How many guys have you slept with these past few years, a lot huh!" He pulls me up aggressively I couldn't help but whimper silently.
"Is it worth leaving me for some dicks?!" He raised a hand on me and before I know it I felt s spang of pain on my right cheek.
Silent filled the room with only his breathing I can hear, I placed my hand on my cheeks where he left must left a big bruise.
He forgot that I can get bruise so easily...
"Don't you fucking cry like a bitch you deserve that." He points at me glaring into my soul.
He walk away walking out of his room while he left me there, I left a few minutes after him I don't care if I have to walk home I just wanna be away.
I couldn't believe it, Tom... My Tom did this to me.
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